Mi Vida!!!!!

2006-01-07T21:35:00.000-08:00

hay..............

last friday...wla nnman kmi pe....so me and luis decided to go to sm san lazaro to watch exodus....well it was good for luis..i think naenjoy naman nya...ehehe...ako ok lng....kakaantok....eehheh...nweis....after the movie we went to greenwich to eat then directly went to the lobby of the mall to watch 6 cycle mind and buy their cd and napapirma ko pa...so un..

saturday

went to school to do school works sympre...may book n rin ako satheo...thank God...and thank you Karen...ehehe...

then gnwa n rin ang stats project....so un.....went home mga 4pm na...

mga 9pm nung pmnta kmi nla rianne and kat sa funeraria to visit my friend and classmate in high school who passed away.....

hay.........i just realized na tma pla....we shud live to the fullest....ksi d ntin alam kng kylan tau mwwla...only God knows when...and how....so dapat habang tayo ay buhay pa....lets love our family and friends....wag kklimutan ang mga tao n naging parte ng buhay mo.....kung may chance na pag nagkita kau..kamayan o kausapin mo sya...dhil hndi mo nman alam kng yun n ung last na kakausapin mo sya o kakamayan mo sya....

denmark....i know ksma m na ngaun si God....lam ko with your smile....mas lalo pa matindi smile mo ngaun cos ur with God.....sna bantayan mo p rin kmi....and we'll always pray for you...

d ko mkklimutan ung mga times na masaya tau ng barkada nung h.s.....
bsta.....ull always be in our hearts....
hay.........

2006-01-01T02:43:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR?!!!!

well the celebration of new year here sa hauz was so fun....medyo complete ung family ng menia...and mdmi n rin ako nakain....ehehe...saya...

wla kmi fireworks pro still nagenjoy ako sa mga nakita ko n rin....mlpit kmi sa the fort...so i was able to see the firwerorks na mggnda at sobrang astig....so un...medyo mskit din sa tenga...ksi dmi tlga nagpapatugtog sa lugar nmin at nagpapaputok...but still ang saya...ehehe

well holiday season is done so tom....aaral n ulit...ehehe..wed pa class pro sympre need to study na....i miss school n rin..and im so bored here sa bahay so ok n rin n skul time nman....

lovelife?
medyo prang ang hirap makpagisip ksi may mga tao tlga na d ko lam kng gsto nila ako o di ko lam...ksi pag kausap ko sila...medyo bara bara pero prang mnsan may nppnsin ako..ayoko nman na mag conclude ng isang kaisipan na di ko sure ksi..ayoko nmang umasa..pro still ok khit friends lng and cool nko dun...may iba nman na kala ko mggng ok na...pro ewan ko p rin...ksi sa totoo lng ayoko tlga sa taong MADRAMA.....kya un....ehehe...bsta...hope dis year khit single ok p rin at happy ako kng magkaroon man ng sumone special.. sympre salamat....ehehe..mas masaya un dba??

new years resolution....
NONE....to be honest....d ko kaya panindigan...ehehe....kya un....pro ito n lng....
"ttry ko na matuto maglaba,mamanlantsa at magluto...." ehehe...sorry pro self confesed tamad tlga ako ako.........kya un....sana............eehhee...

2005 was a good year for me....may mga times na naging pangit pro still in the end..happy p rin ako..hope GOD will give me more blesssing and happiness in life and everything despite the sins i have dine against him and to other people.....

2006.....hope..maging ok sa skul.....and more friends....less enemies...

luv yah all?!!

ciao?!

2005-12-26T21:22:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS?!!!

what did i receive?

money from my parents..
boxers from my tita
socks from other tita
money again from my lola....

ehehe...wel i did buy a denim jacket and 2 cds out of the money i received...

medyo prang ordinary day lng ung xmas celebration nmin but still..its fun?!!!
after ng celebration sa bahay......me ad rianne went to kat's place to celebrate xmas...mtgal n rin ksi kmi d nagsasama ...so un.....we went hoem mga late 4am na...so un....

METRO MANILA FILMFEST?!!!

me and kat went to greenbelt 1 and 3 to watch the movies ako legal wife and kutob....

last full show kmi sa kutob....so medyo late nnman kmi uwi nung dec 25....ehehe...pro still saya....

knabukasan....i went to rockwell powerplant mall to watch enteng kabisote...so un...di rin nman ako fanatic ng movies noh?ehehe..nweis...ok lng.....

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tom ko na ggwin article sa journ....so ...un....well..sge tc...

ciao?!!

after ONE month.......

2005-12-22T04:32:00.000-08:00

eheheh....grabe one month n rin pla ako na di nkkpagupdate dito noh?ehhe..ksi nman..dmi gngwa sa skul sobra...kya ngaung xmas break lng ako nagkaroon ng time para mkpagayos ng new layout at update....ehheeh..nweis...mdmi nangyri na di ko tlga naisulat pero now..tatry ko alalahanin lahat..at isulat ngaun ok....ehehe

FACULTY SHOW?!!!

it was my first time to watch the fac show this year ksi last year di ako masydo nagkainteres dun...so un....ehehe..well..napilit lng ako..ksi may incentives un eh...ehehe..tska wla nmang pasok na dat tym so ive decided to watch na...well....di nman nasayang ung 100 pesos na ticket..well its worth the wait tlga....tgal ksi naming nakapila...at un...saya...kakaSHOCKING..lang tlga ung mga nkita ko...ehehe..lalo na ang nakakatrauma na si sir toquee...ehhe..pro most of the performances ay ok....ehhe..saya..

SCHOOL STUFFS?!!!

it was the busiest time ever...ksi dmi tlgang gngwa at pnpbsa...ang nakakabadtrip lng...basa ako ng basa pero di nman ako nttwag....as in...NEVER PA....ehehe..pro ok lng...for sure nxt year meron na aking recitation grade sa history..ehehe..well........all of the quizzes nman...the past days..were somewhat ok....eheheh...sna mkpasa....

the activities we had...were so BWISIT........lalo na.....ang CWTS.....
i am not against the activities na pnpgwa ng mga advisers nmin dun..pero like VERITY SAID....ang JOLOGS NYA....SOBRA....EEHEHE..well..still naeenjoy ko nman sya...ehehe

pe....well di p rin kmi nkkpaglaro..kung di wla ang proff..umuulan...so un....wla lng...

MOVIES

i was able to watch the Fog with luis after nming mag pe....well..the movie was ok....harry potter in robinsons place....well the movie is so ok...gnda....uhm...tpos ung iba...sa dvd ko na pnanuod...eheheh

EXORCISM OF EMILY ROSE...one of the best movie i watched this year...ehehhe..gnda tlga...pro medyo kktkot lng...

CRUEL INTENTIONS 2 AND 3....well..ung part 2 was great....gnda pero ung 3 hindi..nkkbdtrip ksi ang sasama tlga ng INTENTIONS ng mga characters dun...puro paglalaro sa pagibig....kwawa tuloy.....bsta.....ehehehe

so un...

PASKUHAN

it was my first time din to attend the Paskuhan sa UST....well..ang saya.. im with luis and clara....so un.....medyo mhba pila sa food so dun nko pumila sa di kilala..ehehe..gutom n rin ksi ako nun...

fireworks was so amazing.....grabeh..astigin tlga......at least worth it nman ung miscellaneous at other fees sa tuition...dhil ang ggnda tlga ng fireworks.....ANG SOSYAL...EHEHE....

the boring part was the bands who performed...from the ust.....well...2 out of 6 bands lng ung mgling tpos ung iba...ang JOJOLOGS...kulang na lang...kantahin nila ang ust hymn eh...ehehe..la lng..sowee..pero ok din nman...

eeheh..the best tlga ung guest bands na sina KIKO MACHINE AT JOIN D CLUB....EEHHE..
astig sila sobra....bsta....

well di ko na tnapos ung paskuhan late na kasi....
so un..buti n lng umuwi nako ksi....last na fx na pla ung nandun sa taft so un...

XMAS VACATION

well vacation nga...dmi nman ggwin...well....
kaya ko toh....

ehhe
sge.....

hope u like my new layout....

bye for now...

ciao?!!!

2005-11-14T16:22:00.000-08:00

look how superficial people are??dpat ba sa love...pareho kayo goodlooking ???fuck the people hu just like their gf o bf cos of their red lips, or their sexy body ...dpat ba basehan an itsura para mahalin mo siya???

hay..........
luk at this show??MTV GET HITCHED?!!!

at first , i got interested to the show...cos...nttlungan nila ung guys na makadate ang girl na gsto nila...
sge..they got this one typical not so cute guy...pra sa girl he likes...pero...unfortunately...di pumayag ung girl na mkpagdate...so un..the host....vj john joe had the idea of going to eastwood and pick up some hot girls....sympre....dhil la nga itsura ung guy....most....i mean....ALL OF THE GIRLS.. he invited...rejected him???!!!so un... so sympre..pra nman di mapahiya ung guy ksi sa tv sya pnpanuod eh...dba??so gmwa n lng ung mtv vj ng way...prea mklpit dun sa guy ung group of girls na nireject sya....so ...

come to think of it...kung hndi pa ung vj na may itsura..ung llpt at magiinvyt sa girls??d pa magkakaroon ng date ung guy na d nman gwapo...diba??//

kya un lng ang nakakainis sa mga pilipino ngaun..............masyado sila................SUPERFICIAL?!!!

nweis....

buti n lng la proff frst subject tom...so di ako aga ggcng...ehehe.

cge un lng..

ciao?!!!

2005-11-11T20:45:00.000-08:00

what happened these past few days?!!!

nov 4:
reflections concert of regine velasquez....grabe the best concert i ever watched..ehehe...umalis ako ng baay ng mga 4pm pra maaga ako makarating dun..at ung nga..ako plang nandun...ehehe...so un..sguro i waited for like 2-3 hours..ehehe..pro ok lng..dmating na rin ksama ko..so un..nkapasok n rin kami sa aliw theater...then..mga 9pm nagsimula concert....the best tlga...galing ni regine at aiai delas alas..ehehe..nweis..ayaw ko nman bgyabn ng review ung concert..ksi balak ko na un ang gwin kong topic sa paper ko sa journ...ehehe..un lng...

nov 7:

first day of classes...ok nman...sguro mga 2 lng ata pumasok na proff then uwian na....

nov 8:

gnun din..kakagulat nung tlgang si sir baccay nga proff ulit nmin sa philo..pro ok nman....eheh..sbi nya babawi sya samin eh..ehehe..so un...hay....sympre pumasok si sir olivar nnman...at may assign agad..san ka pa...so un..la pa rin proff last subject so aga uwian....
i directly went to megamall pra bilhin cd ni sarah pero..la pa rin daw..sa sobrang gutom ko..i went to sbarro dhil nagcrave nnman ako sa pizza...ang guess what???i spent like 300 just for lunch....eheh...nweis...satisfied nman ako...so un...

nov 9:

after class...i went to robinsons place manila to buy the books i needed...grabeh ang mamahall..i spent 600+ sa buks lng...eheh...then went to starbucks to buy frappe at makakuha na nga promo card for a planner for next year....ehehe..

nov 10:

recitation.....uhmm..nothing interesting happened..except on the kwentuhan session with mam filip?!!!ehehe....so un...went again to starbucks...pra mkpaglgay ng other sticker...so 20 stickers more..pra makakuha ng planner..wahaha....

nov 11:

ok nman..gnda ng class...specially the rizal subject...saya?!!!...after class..we waited for 2 hours sa handouts that we need then...directly went to ust gym for pe.....then maaga pinauwi...then....me,luis and ruben went to sm sanlazaro to bond..waahha..saya....la lng...their like my good guy friends kasi...so un..we ate first then naggala..tpos..uwian na din...

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well tom??dmi gwin....
2 page paper in journ

magbasa ng chapters 2-3 sa history

gwin ang math thesis proposal...ehehe....

so un...ano pba???

la na...sge.....

nxt tym nman ulit...

ciao?!!!

2005-11-02T23:25:00.000-08:00

hay.....ehhehe....just got home.....dito me sa pc shop....la lng..pra mas mblis connection.....ehehe....nweis....me and kat went to megamall to watch movie at pra ipaayos ang cell nya...i treated her sa jollibee muna....nagtakeout n lng kmi...then nanuod na kmi ng 40 year old virgin....wahhhhhhhhhhhhh....grabeh....the movie was great.....eehe....watch it promise...gnda nya tlga.....eeheh..kktuwa....

nweis tom ill go nman to market market to buy shirt and jeans na susuotin ko sa concert ni regine....ehehe....saya....excited nako...gsto ko ung mappnsin ako ni regz...sa suot ko...wahaha..la lng...

nweis....i just had my haircut nrin...so un..ok nman sya...grabeh....mlpit n rin pasukan....

hay...............

un muna...

after ng concert ni regz...tska siguro ako ulit magblog....sge

nyt?!!!

ciao?!!!

2005-10-28T16:02:00.000-07:00

hay.......ehehe.why do i always start my post with the word hay?!!!ehehe..la lng.sguro dhil sa un ung lgi ko ring snsbi pag pagod ako o pag wla lang..eheeh...

nweis..to be honest im really lazy na magupdate ng blog....eheheh..promise ko pa nman na maguupdate ako after ng khanan ng grades at enrollment...pro un..eheheh...

so un nga....what happend ba sakin???

star city?!!1

.....ok it was my first time to go to star city last sunday kasi libre nman ung tickets so sumama ako..ehehe...well mgnda nman sya pero compared to ek...eheheh.. la lng...so un...when we got there....smkay agad kmi sa major rides dun...eheh..so un..we rode sa wild river then..ung umiikot na prang wheel pero nktayo lng kmi...ehehe..grabeh..pagbaba ko..sumakit tlga ulo ko at prang masusuka nako..eheh..then...sa zykion nman..grabeh..kktkot tlga kung ppanuorin mo pero kng nandun kna..saya tlga...dmi pa kmi snkyan like ung flying carpet....little mermaid?!1eheheh.....ung wacky dragon at ang di mawawala....merry go round...kkhya ng ksi ang ttnda nnmin tpos mga ktbi nmin sa kabayo mga bata tlga...ehehe..nweis saya nman...

hay...

nu pba??last wed lng kmi nagenroll at nagclearance...sa totoo lng..knkbhan tlga ako dat tym ksi bka may bagsak ako..pero Thank God...at dininig nya prayers ko....la ako bagsak at nakaenroll nman ako khit medyo ntgalan nga lng dhil sa kapatid ko..eheh..so un...

nu pa ba??la na ata...
la ako pera...byran sna ako mya ng kapatid ko...

hay.were going to our grandparents house in pasig tom...nwweis....gya nga ng sbi ko sa mom ko..la nmn ako mggwa eehheh...so ssma n lng ako..tska la rin mgwa sa bahay....eheh.

nweis may sun cell nko...eheheh..so un...

sge un lng muna...1 week n lng mkkta ko n si regz...ehehe..seg na bye na..

ciao?!!!

2005-10-18T23:30:00.000-07:00

hay.....

we went to market market to watch dubai....yah.. ..the movie was quite ok kakaiyak...konti...ehhe...la lng...bsta family oriented ksi ung story kya kakaiyak..prang naisip ko..dpat ko na mahalin kapatid ko..ehehe

well speaking of kapatid.....nahold up nnman sya...(well..ano pb bago??) di man lng tumagal ng 1 buwan ung mamahalin nyang cellfone...ito nman ksing utol ko...lasenggo eh...eheh..yun tuloy....buti n nga lng at di n sya sinaktan pa...so un....

hay...we ate pla sa yellow cab and damn..ang sarap tlga ng pizza nila...never tlga ako magssawa sa pizza...promise..ehehe...nweis...un nga..i ate 4 slices...at tlgang skit ng tyan ko...ehehe..

so un...i decided to go to starbucks to buy coffee...so nung magoorder nko...bgla smkit ulo ko...tpos..na mispronounce ko lng ung mochiatto....then..ung epal pero cute na baristang girl...sabi..."sir its not moshiato"...yan ksi magkkpronounce ko.. " its mochiato" as in moki...gnun....hay..grabeh...sna..d na lng nya ako cinorrect sa harap ng mga tao...eheh..
nweis its fine...kilala ko nman na sya at klala nyako..ksi dun ako plgi bumibili at nagrereview eh..tpos sya lgi nagttke ng order ko..ehehe....nweis..i know nman na biro lng un..eheh...

hay....nweis....ito nman....pgod na.....sa sunday were going to star city!!!la lng...

hay...un lng sge..tulog nko

gudnyt?!!!
ciao?!!!

2005-10-17T23:15:00.000-07:00

hay....nothing to do..and not yet sleepy..i was about to watch a dvd in my room nung bglang pumasok ang lola ko .....damn.....ewan ko..pero i rily dont like pag may ksma ako sa room..ehhehe..so un...nuod nnman sya ng tv...then ako lumabas ng room pra mag net n lng...la ako mgwa eh....hay...nblik n skin for temporary ung fone ko..and papaayos ko n rin sya...and ang mahal..pero..ok lng...parents ko nman magbbyad eh...ehehe..kapal ko noh... sa totoo lng..nhhya tlga ako..pero sympre gsto ko rin nman may mgmit na fone..hbang di pko nbbyan ng bago..ehehhe..sounds kapal..ksi..kkbgo ng cell..ppbili nnman ng bago..pero...last tym n tlga to mga tsong....promise..

nweis....tom...nuod kmi DUBAI!! eheheh..illbre ako ng tita ko..pero di ko nman mssbi na treat un ksi ...libre passes nya eh...wahahah...ako nman...sa sobrang craving na sa pizza nsbi ko n ittreat ko n sya sa yellow cab..pero ok lng...wla nman ako paggmitan ng pera.kc la nman ako gngwa ngaung sembreak..eheeh....so un...

nu pa ba??

well...ayoko na muna tlga maglovelife.....ewan ko...i met someone pero after 3 days na d nya pagttxt di n lng ako umasa....hay.......pagibig nga nman..full of shit!!!wahaah....joke...

hay....ok nman bday ng bestfriend ko except nung nkta ko bf nyang mamatay na..pero lam ko ibbreak nya rin un....ehehe....sana nga...i hate that guy!!!!di sila bagay ng bestfriend ko...promise..sna man lng mkhnap tlga si rianne ng tulad ko..wahaha...kulit....

nweis un lng muna..

knkbhan nko..sna nman wla ako bagsak sa grades ko...
pls..............

"lam mo ba anak...proud sau papa mo kasi ang sipag sipag mo daw magaral at di ka bumabagsak di gaya ng kapatid mo na pag may pasadong grades...nagcecelebrate"..MAMA.

grabeh kkpressure tlga to.....hay.....nweis....sna tlga di ako bagsak sa lahat ng subjects ko..
God knows nman how i sacrificed pra sa lhat ng requirements for this sem...eheh....sna....mpsa ko lahat...at kung may bagsak man...sna maintindhan to ng parents ko..at promise..pagbubutihan ko na pagaaral ko...

eheh

uhm....nov 4 is a date!!!!go regine!!!!i love you!!!

un lng...

fyi. lam nyo ba na may term pla sa ?! na yan?ehehe....sa game knb knina..yan ang tanong..
la lng ..yan ksi gngmit ko eh....twag pla jan ay INTERROBANG?! la lng..sge....

go jason..franzen..chx....and cass.....ok n skin mtanggal si sam..la nman sya gngwa....

sge ciao?!!!!!

2005-10-14T19:50:00.000-07:00

thank God...after several hours of fixing the new layout of my blog..ntpos din...eheheh....

wel...gutom nko....

to be honest im so tinatamad na magupdate..pero..la lng....

ehehe...

well first day of SEMBREAK!!!!!

fuck....ang boring....prang ang routine ko lng sa buong 3 weeks ay matulog...maginternet...at manuod ng tv, dvds..at mag mall!!!!eheheeh

i really cant think of other things to do....ehhe....

nweis....sna nman mkpsa lahat ako sa subjects ko...promise...MAGSISISMBA NA ULIT ME!!!

EHEHE.....

so un....

may pera p nman ako..so ttry ko mag greenbelt magisa..wahaha...

hay...ano pa ba??

ayoko na muna ikwento ung nangyri sa skul...ksi ang nasa isip ko lng ngaun ay bakasyon at pahinga!!!eheheh...

so un...tom....punta ako sa debut party ng bestfriend ko...tnatamad tlga ako pero..sympre...bestfriend ko yun..kya kylngan ko tlga puntahan..ehehe

sge...ggwan ko na testi si madie...

sna nasiyahan kau sa bagong layout ko....tag kau ha...

ciao?!!!

2005-09-29T17:38:00.000-07:00

I HATE!!!!!

i hate the people in our house!!!

i hate english subject!!!

i hate cwts!!!!

i hate p.e

i hate SIR SATOQUIA!!!

and most of all...

i fucking hate MYSELF!!!!

2005-09-22T18:33:00.000-07:00

again...i was about to update my blog na yesterday pero tinamad ako!!!!ehehe...

well wat happened ba?
un...wla si sir olivar yesterday so maaga kmi nakalabas ng classroom..my group sa filipino are going din sa barangay kung saan kami naginterview pero dahil medyo maaga pa..naglunch muna sila at dahil ako na magastos ay wala ng pera....i directly went na lang sa ust gym to see the salinggawin dancers dance again!!!galing talaga nila!!!!i really envy them!!God how i wish i have the talent tehy have!!!sana marunong din ako magballet at breakdance....medyo di ksi ako flexible so mahirap din mag audition sa gawi na di mo naman alam lahat ng klase ng sayaw!!!eehhe nweis i am really proud that im from UST!!!!

ano p ba?uhmmm...bday ng bro ko nung isang araw and...again may bago na naman siyang cellphone!!!!aat guess what?!!31ooo ung price ng cell!!!san ka pa?how i wish di na nya mwala un kundi ay naku...epal na sya!!burara ksi kapatid ko!!!whahaha.....

ano p ba?un nga....yesterday!!!i was glad that i met this guy na makaaktulong sa problema ko na malaman ang totoo sa PINOY BIG BROTHER!!!!WHAHAA..guess what???nasa school ung bf ni chx!!!nung una d ko msydo napansin pero nung snbi ng isang guy na gf nya ung isang housemate naalala ko agad siya at si chx dahil sa fil am nga ung guy!!!so un me ang my other classmates were able to ask him some questions!!!about chx being bithcy and other housemates!!!dami ko nalaman!!!sobra!!!di ko na maiisaisa pero kung gsto nyo mlman!!!ask me na lng!!!!eheheeh....

nweis!!!!!yun....im tired now pero nagbblog pa rin ako?!!!ehehe..pantanggal ng stress kasi toh!!!
iton naman ksi si jade la na gnwa..so ako n lng ulit gmwa ng steps pra sa practical exam nmin sa pe!!!sna madali nya matutunan!!

ano pa?!!!thank God!!dumating tita ko!!!ehehehe..ksi dahil nga sa wla akong pera na!!!ehehe.buti she gave me money!!!not that enough for the week pero ok na!!!pagkakasyahin ko na lng!!!kya ko nmang magtitpid eh!!!!

nweis!!!!!ehehe binabasa na ng pinsan ko ung blog ko so sibat nako!!!!!

byers!!!!
nweis ganada ng song na LETTERS TO YOU BY FINCH!!!
pati ung F.U NG BAMBOO!! DOWNLOAD NYO!!!!

UN LNG!!!!

LAST!!!THANK GOD NA RIN SA DAD KO!!DHIL SINABI NA NYA SA MOM KO NA DAGDAGAN ALLOWANCE KO!!!EHEHE//SAYA!!!

pero sad!!!!...di nako matutulog ng boracay at iloilo!!!!

un lng
sge byers
ciao!!!!

2005-09-16T17:00:00.000-07:00

hay........
why is it that pag tlagang naging happy ka one moment then isang iglap may darating na pangit??why is it like that parati?hindi ba pwde na laging happy?

hay....i was so excited when my tita todle m that were going to boracay at the end of the month...so un...pero the bad thing is that final exams sa cwts...the day kung kylan pauwi p lng kmi from bora...so i thought....d bko ssma ng bora at mageexam n lng?o magbora at wag pagtake ng exam??
pero lam mo un?prang for me la ako choice na maganda?sympre school first ryt?pero grabeh opportunity ko na n mkpnta ng bora...tpos eepal p yang cwts n yan?

well buti n lng?napagisipan ko n ggwin ko jan...i went sa nstp office and asked kung pwde magtake ng special exams...sbi ng director pwde naman..pero MAY BAYAD!!!!hay......ok na un....bsta mkpagbora lng...eehehehe..nweis'

i hate CWTS a lot!!!!!!bsta...nksama n ngako sa dting seminar tpos ksma nnman name ko sa aattend dis sunday?well di ako ppnta!!!i hate sir xtian albovias!!!sobra!!!i just wish.......uhh.sbi ng pla sa theo nmin msma ang mag curse....pro nabbdtrip nko!!!

hay.......
nweis be positive!!!!ipapasa ko n lng ung final exams sa cwts!!!

well un lng muna...
panuoring ko muna tv series na pnpnuod ko!!!nsa episode 11 nko!!!!
medyo sexually oriented sya pero may sense naman ung story sobra!!!!

ehehe
sge
bye
ciao!!

2005-09-10T21:30:00.000-07:00

ellow!!!
eheeh.............

wla lng i decided na magupdate ng blog habang hnhintay ung eviction night ng pinoy big brother t habang nanunuod ng mtv video music awards...astig noh?? nkgwa na kaya ako ng paper sa filipino???wanna know??ehehe.....HINDI PA!!!

I finished first ung english tpos nung ssmulan ko n bshin ung sa filipino ....nattempt akong mag chat....eh si haoson kausap ko....lovelife talk kami....and other stuffs..so un...di rin nya ntpos filipino nya pero at least naumpisahan na nya.......ehehe....well nweis......d ko nga maintndhan msydo un ksi b nman filipino paper tpos english ung reading.....epal nman!!!

ito pa!!!
di nnman ako nkgwa ng assign sa bwisit na CWTS na yan.......
hay..pero at least may group nako...

uhmmm.ano pa?
ah ok...i went to UP VILLAGE kung saan ko nabili ung tickets for regine velasquez concert...and guess what....front row seats man!!!sobra...at ito pa....bahay pla ni cacai v. ung office ng aria..so un....ehehe...la lng...pro ang bad lng dito ay.........ubos pera ko...ehehe..pro ok lng...pra kay regine!!!!ehehe...khit mgutom ako....wahaha...I LOVE REGINE SO MUCH!!!!

GO REGINE!!!!

ano pa....
wahhhhhhhhh..dumating na pla tita ko from saudi...nung una kakafrustrate ksi la nman pasalubong skin...eheh grabeh umaasa ako...d nman msma d ba?
wahaha...pero un....tom wer going to church tpos after nun sbi ng tita ko...BIBILAN NA NYAKO NG DVD PLAYER!!!!!!!!!!!SNA MATULOY!!!!PAGPPRAY KO UN!WEHEEHE

.... hay......lakas tlga ng pananalig skin ng pamilya ko na mggng sikat akong director paglaki ko...ehhe...at uutus utusan ko lng daw kapatid ko...ehhe...wag nman sna..gsto ko kmi 2 pareho succesful!!!ehheehh...bait ko noh?

well....
un lng!!!!la nko maisip...bukas nko ggwa ng paper sa filipino!!!
hay..
congrats nga pla kay jason..ny good friend who passed the board exam...
sna pla matanggal si RICO!!!SA PINOY BIG BROTHER!!!

CGE....CIAO..SAYONARA!!!!

2005-09-05T17:30:00.000-07:00

hay...bkit gnun?salit salit ung nagiging emotions ko?nung una malungkot tpos naging masaya tpos ngaun malungkot nnman?ano b tlga meron sa mga CHINESE at kadalasan ayaw ng mga ama nila sa pilipinong lalake para sa mga anak nilang babae?eh mas ok nga mga pilipino magmahal eh..bkit gnun sila?hay.......

kala ko knina shes ignoring me kasi ilang bese nako nagtext at lahat pero nung tinanung ko sya at di nkpagkita skin wla daw sya nareceive maski ano?!!!pero nung nagtxt ako after ng nangyri nagtxt din sya?hay.....

uwian na ng pe nung i decided na ituloy lakad nmin ....binibiro p nga ako nila mau shiela djhay, jenny jade at grace kay chinese girl ksi may isang guy na nkkpagkwentuhan sa kanya ksi bagong partner sa social dance...so un..wel while wer walking sa ust grounds...dun nangyari ang SADDEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE!!! she told me na nabuking na kmi ng dad nya at sa sobrang galit ng dad nya sa knya pnttgil nya kami...so un sguro dhil ayaw na nya suwayin ang dad nya kya nagdecide na rin sya na maging friends na lang kami....

well...
ang pinagtataka ko lng?!!!ok...i have nothing against her....
ang nrrmdaman ko lang ay gnto...
she told me na simula pa lang nung una ay di n tlga sya ready for a commitment....un din ni reason out nya skin nung nagusap kmi after nya sbhin na d n nga pwde mgng kami....

pero napaisip ako...bkit sya pumayag na ligawan ko sya kung sa snbi nya na reason na shes still not ready to commit wid sumone..na from the start up to now un p rin narrmdman nya?
so was she trying to say na gsto lng nya mapaligaw tpos in the end irereject nya rin ako?
i dont know....un lng naisip ko...

but still i like you diane!if thats ur decision la po ako mggwa!!!

bsta lgi k lng po magingat! at sna maging ok na kau ng dad mo
sorry po sa pangugulo ko sa life mo!!!
and tell ur dad im sorry!!!

"sad"

sge un lng po muna!!!
nweis...i got a40 pla sa critique ko..sna nman khit papano mahatak n nya ung prelim grade ko..pls God!!!i dont wna fail any subjects!!pls....

un lng
ciao!!

off topic:
october 15 SIGAW CONCERT AT TYHE FORT OPEN FIELD
featuring bands like:
hale, spongecola, stonefree, cueshe, barbie almalbis, 6 cycle minda nd more...
kung gsto nyo tickets tell me...bigay ko contact number ng mapagbblhan ng tickets...
200 lng po sya!!

ehehe
un lng?!

ciao!

2005-09-03T17:00:00.000-07:00

wahhhh....saya!!!!kung kahapon medyo bad ung day ko ngaun ok na...ehehe!!!ok na kami ni diane...well sa monday n lng kmi tuloy labas ulit after our pe kya un..ehehe...

isa pa...UST won over ADMU!!! astig go uste!!!!!

another... i got a 9 over 10 sa post test ko sa cwts..knowing na di ako nkpagbsa ng module...
dun ko n lng nga bnawi pti sa discussion board at assignment ksi di ako nkgwa ng group work dhil la ako group..huhuhu...un lng..ehehe

well.....
nominations night ng PINOY BIG BROTHER ngaun....hay...i read the article sa site nila at nanganganib sila rico, racquel at nene!!!bkit si nene??i like her kaya!!!!

well kung ako tatanungin?!!!
how i wish matanggal at matalo sina: UMA, JB, at si CASS!!!! bsta....nakakainis sila...lalo na si uma?!!!si cass nung ngstuhan ko n sya pero after nung npanuod ko last nyt?!!masydo nga siya primadonna?!!!si jb nman medyo maangas at myabng si uma?he better go home na lang sa israel!!!ehehe...bsta?

gsto ko lng dun si NENE, JASON THE DANCER at si FRANZEN...ehehe...

minsan nga iniisip ko pag ako nasali dun feeling ko ako agad tanggal....ehehe..ksi di nman ako mrunong sa gawaing bahay...tpos medyo mahiyain pako...ehhe..la lng!!!!ehehe...

well sge..alis nko..ppnta pa ko sa bahay ni kuya..hehe joke sa bahay ng bestfriend ko!!!

sge bye!!!

ciao!

2005-09-02T17:11:00.000-07:00

i really feel bad today....first....wahhh babagsak ata ako sa natsci...bkit ksi nhhrpan ako sa subject na un eh....tpos kakapagod pa......

wahhhhh...u know...ayaw na ayaw ko s lhat ay ung pinaghihimtay ako ng matagal...patient ako kung sa patient pero...sna nman isipin nila na may hangganan din un d ba?sge babae sya oo..i like her a lot...pero medyo kkbdtrip lng gnwa nya eh....

i waited for hours...then naglowbat cell ko....d ko n sya macontact so i tried to find her sa buong uste...hanggang sa nagdecide ako bumili ng battery sa cell...para lng itxt sya...aso nung pnunthan ko n sya sa lugar na nandun sya...sbi nya may gngwa p sila ng mga ksama nya...so i told her ill wiat for her hanggang sa matapos sila..pero guess what?!!!

"sge next tym n lng tau alis.,...bka mtgalan pa kami....tska uuwi n rin ako after"

God!!ano b un?!!lokohan?after ko sya hntayin ng gnnu ktgal at gmastos pko para sa battery just to txt her,,,then d pla kmi tuloy?!!!

i tolde her that...
tpos sya b nglit skin?
san ka pa?!!!

well ayoko n ksi patulan sya ksi girl sya and i like her ayoko n magaway p kmi at magkaroon ng alitan...so ako n lng nagsorry...

i really dont know kng glit sya skin pero now she turned off her cell at di p rin sya nagttxt skin...

bkit gnun?!sna man lng naisip nya ung gnwa k dba?pero la nman ako mggwa...
gya nga ng sbi ni dez...i have to be patient....so un n lng ggwin ko...

diane!!!i like u so much hndi lng like...im falling for you!!!sna nman hindi k rin magng manhid sa feelings ko...tska sna isipin mo rin nrrmdman ko...

welll.............

nweis!!!!
plan ko bumili ng usb flash drive pero sa october n lng ako bibili...eehehh..

ano pa?

thank God umuwi n rin kaPATid ko....namiss ko sya...yuckiE!!!ehehe
un...gnda ng movie n gnwa nya....kakainggit nga eh...medyo horror pero gnda tlga...

sna ako din magng succesful in the future...sna mgng kasing galing dina ko ng kapatid ko..wahaha.. knowing na gala at gimikero sya pero astig mga gwa nya sa skul....wehe....

un lng!! next tym ulit!!!

ciao!!!!

2005-08-18T18:22:00.000-07:00

wahhhhhhh.....its been so long since i posted here...grabeh kung ung ibang classmates ko nggwa pang mahpost khit exam week at pasahan ng paper sa filipino ako...hindi ko sya mbgyan ng time...its either tinatamad ako o tlgang mas knhhligan ko nlng magchat at gmwa ng paper.....ehehehe...

well wat can i say?!!

prelim exams results were somewhat frustrating!!!

thank God i got good grades in math, computer, journ, theo, history

and bad ksi bwisit na natsci yan!!!nakakainis tlga yan.prang wla akong pinasa na exams sa kanya..maski prelims....maski nga recitation ko s knya feeling ko ang baba rin eh...well...sna tlga makabawi ako....

well english khit medyo gsto ko n sya medyo di rin mgnda grades cos baba ko sa first test eh..sna mabawi na lang sa essay...ehehe

filipino....wahh...after a week ntpos ko din sya......so un..sna mgng ok nman ung outcome ng paper ko.......

la pasok tom but i need to go to school tom morning for oru filipino.......
bkit ksi ang hilig tlga gmwa ng maaga nila karen at queenie?msydo sila masipag....pero khit mnsan masydo sila masungit..wla nman ako mgwa cos mga kybgan ko sila...tska para rin naman sa amin un.......eheheh..luv yah guyz!!!!

well....bkit nakakapressure ang magsabi na im a dancer pero nver ko nman pnpkita sa mga classmates ko?!!kakapressure ksi toh si JOHN MORAN!!! sabihan ba kasi ako na.....palagay lagay ng danceur tpos di nman smsyaw.....kya un.....nahihiya ksi ako...kya di ko nman sya pnpkita sa knla..ehehe...im not really a good dancer....but i do like dancing....ehehe..so un..

ano pa ba?!
un i bought tickets sa concert ni nina at ni sarah geronimo....
bkt ako manunuod kay nina?!!!wahh....pinilit lng ako.....huhhuu...ok lng...try ko sya sigawan ng boo sa araneta.wahha.....humanda sya...joke!!!ehehehe...

uhm....

im courting a chinese girl..take note A PURE CHINESE GIRL...eeheh ewan ko pero now i prefer chinese girls cos they are so cute....at saYA ksama...ehehe...la lng...GUYZ PRAY FOR ME NA SNA...MAGING KAMI...khit pnprepare ko n srili ko mabasted..eheh..bsta.....ehhe...
mgkkta nga kmi dis saturday.....at lgi pa kami naguusap...ehehe..saya!!!ehehe...

un lng!!!!

ciao!

peace out!!!

hay magkkta

2005-08-07T15:09:00.000-07:00

friday

no classes...for am session so i got the chance to go out with my girl bestfriend!!hu turned 18 last wednesday!!!happy birthday kat!!!i love you!!!well..wla ksi ako maisip na gift sa kanya so nilibre ko n lng sya ng sine sa market market and went to starbucks afterwards...so un we watched D Anothers...well kakatuwa tlga si TOni G..saya!!!!ehehe..gbi na nung nkauwi ako ng hauz..i decided to go sa hauz ng isa pang bestfriend ko to say na icecelbrate ung bday ni kat nung saturday at kylngan nandun kmi..so un..eh when i got there sa hauz niya,,,nsa work pa sya....so i stayed there muna and had a good heart to heart talk with her mom..so un....nakauwi na rin si rian and we talked na rin..and went home...

saturday

tnapos ko na ung natsci paper ko pra nman ma enjoy ko ung party kila kat...so un...ntpos ko nman sya....gabi na rin nung pmnta kmi kila kat...d sya gnun kaengrande..oung mga good friends and relatives lng ung nandun tpos simpleng handaan..pero un sympre gsto nu kat may mga wishes kmi for her while holding a candle so un...ewan ko pero knabahan ako nung ako na ung nagsasalita....
pero nsbi ko nman sya lahat..khit medyo may nsbi ako na nagulat sila..ehehe..ano kaya un?!!!wanna know?!!!!ask me n lng...
i went home mga 11:30 pm na...so un..pagkauwi tulog...
and texted the girl classmate of kat na medyo naattract ako sa kanya....ehehe..so un..

sunday

i wasnt able to go to church ksi...i need to finish my webpage...so un..hay....nweis...

kakabwisit....it was my 2nd time na ipareformat ang cp ko..ayoko na ng 6600!!!
hay....pero mas mura sya d gya nung dati so un...sna nman di na sya masira please!!!!!

hay bkit kya di nako tntxt ni **

un lng!!!

ciao!!!

2005-07-30T15:49:00.000-07:00

wahhhhhhhh.....

i dont wanna live in our house na..its really frustrating na di ako pygan ng lola ko na magdorm nxt year kasi wla daw ako alam gawin....bka di daw ako mabuhay?!!God! kung ung parents ko nga may trust skin sya pa?!!!bkit gnun?!!!hay....i really cant help myself but to feel bad and be angry...naiinis ako..

nweis...tom na ung prelims sa nstp pero wla p rin inaanounce na time..ano b sila?!!!hhntyin pa nila na mkatulog lhat tpos tska sila magpopost?!!!

hay!!!!!!!
in the bright side......i got 100 on my 3rd long quiz sa math!!!!wahhh...i was so shocked nung nkta kio paper ko.....ehehe..nweis sa mom ko lng snbi un....cos glit nga ako sa mga tao bhay di ba?!!!!

wahhh...i wanna see cueshe sa monday!!!!tpos ug 12 hale sa sm sanlazaro!!!!wahhhhhh..im so excited!!!!

2005-07-22T15:08:00.000-07:00

its been a week since my last update and up to now my hangover p rin ako sa gig ng hale...ehehe..nweis school was ok..khit medyo nhrapan nko....prang gsto ko n sya mtpos.try mag cut class..o magloko..di ko lam bkit?!!hay..nweis...GOD please guide me...hrap nko sa buhay kong toh.......ehehe..well..nweis nothing more to say...wla ako mgwa..la kmi cable...ehehe..sge na..
nasa galleria hale ngaun pro tnmad ako pmnta...ehhe...
next time na..

ciao?!!

nweis nkuha ko na mp3 player ko...lgi ko n nppkinggan hale at cueshe
..un lng...

2005-07-16T15:15:00.000-07:00

hay...........friday was the happiest day of my life........cos napapirma ko na cd ko sa hale...la lng...kulitpa nga ksi from 12:30 hanggang 8:30pm ako nandun sa mall..ehehe..tpos may ngng frends nman ako..one from a yahoogroup ng hale tpos 2 na tga uste...ehhe..la lng....nweis...it was my frst time n pmnta sa isang album tour ng isang artist at pasign ang album.so i guess ang saya tlga......eheh......pinirmahan pa nya cell ko khit lam ko na mabubura un........ehehe......la lng.nweis badtrip ksi kylnagn ko ipareformat cell ko ksi puno na pla ung sim....hay kya un....buti n lng..sinave ko muna sa pc lhat ng numbers pro lhat ng quotes wla na.........hay........nweis.i bought a cd of cueshe...ehehe..worth it nman ung cd khit mdyo mhal cos like hale ggnda rin ng songs nila tska magkakaibgan nmna sila eh...........ehehe....nweis un lng muna.....sge....antok ako..aga p nman.tanghali pa....tulog muna ako........

ciao! hale rockz!

2005-07-15T20:10:00.000-07:00

champ while signing my cd.........

2005-07-15T20:08:00.000-07:00

champ signed my cell...ehehe...di ko yan buburahin.......idol kita!!!champ lui pio!!

2005-07-15T20:04:00.000-07:00

3 members lng signed my cd..

2005-07-15T20:01:00.000-07:00

hale signed my cd and champ signed my cell...

2005-07-15T19:56:00.000-07:00

sheldon..hawig nya si champ sa personal...pro la lng........god guitarist..ehehe..

2005-07-15T19:52:00.000-07:00

roll........wel...sya pla kmnta ng favorite song ko sa album...pro...la lng...grad ng ust conservatory of music eh..

2005-07-15T19:47:00.000-07:00

smile!!!!!!!!

2005-07-15T19:44:00.000-07:00

wahhhh..hanggang dyan lng ung kaya ng cam ksi kaya ang labo ng pic nito while hale was performing.........

2005-07-14T15:40:00.000-07:00

wahhhhhhhhhhhh....thank GOd at ntpos din ang hrap....khit single ako..at before nagsisisi ako n nkpagbreak ao s knya..ngaun hndi na...ksi mas nbbgyan ko ng time ung studies ko.......ehehe..Thank God cos i was able to do my report in Journ n tlgang kinatakutan ko cos of sir esguerra pro that day was ok nman...medyo mbait nman din si sir.pro still..no comment..ehehe..nxt ay ung sa filipino...grabeh i rily read the whole notes for the hul day then nung ntwag ako knina it was like the sumary lng nung pnagarlan nmin last meeting plus ibang notes...haY..thank God tlga cos hes been nice to me..at tlgang he answered all my prayers.....ehehe...bsta...i am so happy!!!!!11

well about my ex...yes we still communixate pro d n masydo...were friends nweis..ayoko ksi ung ibang type ng bf-gf na kng saan afetr mkpagbreak ay magkaaway na...i always make it to the point na khit wla n kmi ay friends p rin kmi..besyds hndi nman third party o lokohan ang reason kng bkit kmi nagbreak...tlgang wla n kmi time for each other cos were both busy....hay...

pro still.im happy na rin!!!!!!!

well..im going to sm north tomorrow for my cd to be signed by HALE!!!!

WAAHH!!!
pag ngmit ko ung digicam ill post the pictures of hale dito plus ung kmi.wahahaha....la lng!!!

HALE ROCKS!!!!!!

2005-07-09T21:10:00.000-07:00

we broke up!!!!!!

God!!bkit kylngan pa magend??!!!

gnwa ko nman lahat eh......

pro......hay....

*sad...

nxt tym nako update..not in the mood!!!!!

2005-07-04T11:28:00.000-07:00

library...

hay...i have no money pa...so cant eat lunch right now...sobra na gutom ko...di ko na kaya....ehehe..nweis...dito ako sa pc room ng library ksi may pe pako ng 1pm...so un...nweis....may org fair pro even though gsto ko smli talaga sa dance synergy...prand ko na kaya ng time ....so better focus on my studies n tlga.....hay....nweis tntmad tlga ako magblog..sbi ksi ni clara d nko naguupdate so update nko ngaun..ehehe..seg

ciao!

2005-06-24T18:12:00.000-07:00

haayyy....ang tgal rin bgo ako nagupdate sa blog ko...nweis...d n ko msydo nagnnet..i only go only pag my assign o research..pro tntmad nko mnsan magblog sa sobrang pagod...at lging kulang sa tulog...nweis..pro thank God..Manila day ngaun so la me pasok..ehehe..sndli lng me dito..so d ko n sya papahabain pa..ill just write things that happpend sakin...sa school and other stuffs...

SCHOOL:
well...the first week of skul was so good...the proffesors were so great i cud say na their far more better than my other proffs last year..ehehe..but i like all of them naman...sguro dhil second year n kmi .mas astig at mas ok ung mga proff...eehehh...siguro..well..ok nman ung math..mdyo mdli from the start pro sguro hanggang sa tmgal sya...hhrap din yan...eheheh..Ms.Anonas,,,kala ko nung una mtpang...pero di pala...eheh...bsta lhat sila mggling...pro theres only o proff and a subject im rily scared of...ehehe...JOURN!!!..yes he has great luks and charm..pro d mo mssbi na mbait sya or wat...cos hes very serious whenever he teach us..nver ko pa sya nkta magptwa nor tumawa...ksi ba dhil Journ kmi at ung major nmin???sna nman khit knting joy may mrmdman kmi sa class nya...every journ day is a recitation day....pra syang si sir bong....pro hes different...ksi tlgang seryoso sya...hay...kaktakot..kya tlgang kylngan ko aral..ehehe..nweis...kaya ko yan....

off the topic..
la nako pera for this week...dmi ksi gstos sa skul eh...eehhe...

FETE DE LA MUSIQUE
ehehe...even though i need to study journ notes and lessons..i rily wanted to go to podium to watch the concert khit umagahin pa kmi..ehehe...i went to podium with my bestfriend....kala ko late n kmi...pro di nman..dmi tao...pro we were able to go sa first row khit nkatayo kmi...ehehe..just to see kitchie nadal,hale, spongecola, session road, barbies cradle and mojofly ng mlpitan....eheheh..so saya....khit medyo gutom ksi di n kmi nkpagdinner...buti bukas pa ung mga foodshops sa podium...kya nkbli pa kmi ng drinks..hay...
it was my first tym dis year na ngg msya....ksi i was able to sing...and u know shotu for my favorite singers and bands....ehehehe...we went home for like 4 am na rin nun...eheheh..so un....hay...khit skit sa paa..ok lng..saya naman..

hale rocks...kitchie is so pretty...khit d ko gsto voice nya....gling p rin nya
dmi ng bands sobra..pero ms tinilian tlga ung mga sikat lalo na hale at spongecola....hay....
bsta...dmi rin na d sikat na bands pero gling nila...i think for me...astig ung JUAN PABLO DREAMS...ewan ko kng un ung msmong name ng bad nila...eheh..bsta khit mdyo baduy sila..they really were entertaining...ehehe...

nweis i saw some of journ studs there sa podium..ibang section nga lng..buti nrecognize ako nung CARLO..the big gayguy...ehhe..bsta...un lng....saya

eheheh...hay...26 na sa sunday...magtotwo months na kmi ng bebeh ko...
ehehe pro di kmi lbas cos la kmi pera...huhuhu..bsta bwi kmi nxt week...

eheh i love you baby kow....

un lng...
ciao!!

2005-06-13T14:20:00.000-07:00

saturday

i went to megamall 5:30 pm to meet my bebeh and to watch movie and eat dinner together...
...while i was walking papunta sa powerbooks...may tmtwag sa name ko...then pagtalikod ko ung yaya ng pinsan ng pinsan ko...nandun pala tito at tita ko at pti na rin ung favorite kong cuz...so un nga..pmnta muna ako sa bench kng saan nandun si cuz...then nung paalis na sila i went na rin sa powerbooks..tpos dumating na bebeh ko...then we ate first sa sbarro...tpos watched movie..(i think it would be the last time were going out TOGETHER) so un after that..it was like 9:30 am..sbi nya ok lang na late sya umuwi pro nung d nko bibili ng skul things ko...nagdecide na rin sya umuwi then some petty argument happened..so tnxt ko lng sya nung iniwan na nyako sa mall..pro nung time na thank God cos nandun prin sila cuz sa mall at makaksabay ako s knla mkakauwi...so un..pagkauwi ko..nagttxt p rin me s knya but di sya naagot ..after an hour nagtxt sya..naglalaundry daw sya..pro lam ko glit sya skin...tpos kinukulet ko sya na sbhin skin n d sya glit pro wala...naiinis nko sobra...pro tinitiis ko lng ksi mahal ko eh...nweis...the day ended so bad....

sunday

nagtxt me sknya that morning..then nagreply din sya...na were ok na man na..so un...nagsmba ako then after that...bumili ng school things ko sa national bookstore at bumili ng new bag sa bench...tpos i decided togo home na...gsto ko sya twagn then snbi nya na onlyn sya..so i went sa pc shop ksi may gmgmit ng pc nmin..
..nweis i wont go into details ng paguusap nmin cos it was so bad...nakakainis...we were about to break up pro preho kmi mapride...nweis so kami parin....nweis...pero WHY DO I FEEL NA AYOKO NA???PAGOD NAKO!!!SOBRA?pero....i just go with the flow..kung saan man mpnta rel nmin..then dun....kung tlgang maghhwalay na kmi..its fine with me..IM READY!!! am i???

i dont know what to feel....bsta..naguguluhan ako..gusto ko mkpaghwalay pro naiisip ko kaya ko ba??di ko alam..magulo....sna magng maayos na kmi......hrap nako!!!!

nweis happy side naman!!!
wait...may happy side ba???wala ata...nweis....im so glad that i have 2 bestfriends...na nanjan for me...watevr happen at di ako iiwan!!!

i love you kat at ri!!!!mwuahh..ur all i need to go on with my life khit wla ako lovelife..ehehe

2005-06-09T22:46:00.000-07:00

Lets do the funk lets do the first day funk

ITAAS ANG KAMAY IWAGAYWAY
SALUTE THE PROFF AT SABAY KAWAY
MAG CLASSMATE HIGH FIVE LANG KAYO
NOW DONT BE SHY KWELA ESKWELA TOH
JUST RAISE YOU HAND PAG MAY SAGOT
IF YOU DONT KNOW THE ANSWER EH DI LAGOT
JUST ERASE THE BOARD AT MAGSAYAW
LAGYAN NG FUNK ANG PAGGALAW SAYAW!

eheeh d ba yuckie at kabisado ko ung song???
pano b nman kasi..evrytime me and my bestfriend talk over the the phone at nacocommercial ung rexona funk chuchu na yan eh...lagi kami nagsasabay kumanta..she taught me the lyrics nyan kaya ko nlman..ehehe..tinuro ko na din sa pinsan ko....ehehe la lang

sge na guyz dont be shy
go journ...lets do the funk!!!!

2005-06-07T15:32:00.000-07:00

bakit ba di ako makuntento sa iisang layout ng blog ko??wll for now ito na muna tlga ang ggmitin koo..i think dito na ko masaya...ehehe..cos the words and layout really fit me...ehehe..pti ung pic..cute...nweis...nothing interesting happened today...eheheh...la lng..mis ko na bebeh ko..ehehe..

well 1 week n lng pasukan nah...minsan excited ako minsan knkbhan..pero i riyl wna go to school na...ehehe...

miss yah guyz!!!!

mwuah!!

2005-06-06T15:11:00.000-07:00

.......WEEKEND GETAWAY.......

..well i wasnt around the house the whole weekend...cos my tito and tita and my fave cousin

invited me to go with them sa discovery suites.overnight....shees...it was my time to escape sa mga utos dito sa bahay..for once in this summertime..mggwa ko ng magenjoy at magswimming...so mga 1pm nung pmnta na kmi ng hotel..then when we got there...me and my cousin were standing sa my lobby..then nagulat ako when i saw a celebrity...agad kong nasabi na..."Cuz, may artista si Jake Cuenca!"..well ngulat ako nung nsbi ko ung mling name ksi bgla syang tumingin skin..ehehe..nakalimutan ko tlga ung name nya pero kilala ko tlga sya sa mukha...well nweis...isang araw bago ko narealize na si Drew Arellano pala yun ng WazzUp WazzUp!!..eheh nweis...when we went to our room...bgla rin kmi umalis cos we were going to watch Madagascar in Gateway Mall..so un...medyo naguilty nga me..ksi me and my bebeh were suppose to watch that pero sympre dhil libre skin un nila..so di nko nakatanggi...nweis..after we watched, dumaan muna ng gonuts donuts..then uwi na..the rain poured really hard...na sobrang lamig na tlga mski sa car ksi lakas ng aircon...gusto ko tlga magswimming but nilamig nko..khit na indoor ung pool sa hotel ay di n rin ako nagswim ksi bka ubohin at siponin ako ehehe..so un me and my cousin decided to play billiards na lng..so un..khit it was my first time...ok na rin..ksi she taught me nman eh...kya khit papano ay nakakatira ako khit tsamba lng...sya nga..pro nung dmting na ung other people ay nasa gilid n lng ako at nagtetext..eheh nahiya nko..eheh..nweis we ate dinner at exactly 12 midnight..grabeh...dinner p b twag dun?eheh then sobra pgod nko at antk so buti pagkauwi nmin ay diretso ako tulog...nweis i saw Ara Mina sa may elevator...shes pretty pro medyo chubby...ehehe

..nweis the next morning..me and my cuz had this breakfast coupon where we can eat breakfast n a one to sawa...so di ko na pinalampas..ehehe..grabeh the experience tlga pag nasa hotle ka nweis....umuwi rin ako sa hauz after nun....ksi pnta nman sila sa church..eh 3pm pko magssmba ksi after nun me and my bebeh have a date...eheh..after church..i decided to install an mp3 player sa cell ko..ehehe..nagpalagay na rin ako ng mga wav. tones sa cell ko..dmi nga bago....saya...ehehe..nweis afetr nun ....3 beses na nagtext bebeh ko...so after ko sa cell shop takbo ako sa sinehan..then nakita ko sya dun waiting for me..then we ate first ksi gtom na kmi pareho then went inside the movie house...we watched A lot Like Love...we both enjoyed the movie..ksi ang cute tlga ng story...sobra..better watch it tlga..

....nweis magtetenpm na nun..and umuulan tlga..so we decided to go home na...well were happy...we didnt talk that much so binawi nmin...tnwagan nyako pagkauiw nya then nagusap n kmi..eheh..sya tlga ung weekend ko....

..well its time again sa gntong klaseng life..sa bahay.....

"jai bili ka nga ng...............????"

*toodles*

2005-06-03T20:09:00.000-07:00

..yesterday was so tiring...i woke up early as i can so i can go to school early for my enrollment...so un na...nakaligo nkot lahat..then i packed things that i needed ..shirt na pampalit after i enroll..check ng tuition ko...and other stuffs..then un na...hnanap ko muna sa lola ko ung clearance sheet cos i dont know kng kylngan ba un sa enrollment or wat...so di nkta so sbi ko wag na lng..then sumakay nako ng jeep..i was in the middle ng byahe papnta guadalupe nung nagtxt ang classmate ko n sbi kylngan daw ung clearance so bumalik agad ako ng bahay..then pnhanap ko n kay mommy ung sheet...pro di mahanap..grabeh...partida..nakauniform pko nung hnanap ko ung sheet sa basurahan bka ksi naitapon..i called my friends na nsa ust na..to help e...then snbi nila..di n daw kylngan ung sheet na un..so takbo nko..i decided to take a cab kasi 11:30am na..eh 12 noon ung enrollment,,eh tga makati pako..so un....nsa middle na ulit kmi ng travel sa guadalupe ng snbi ng driver na.."naku mhrap byahe papnta ust ngaun"..eh tlgang maleletate nko...so sbi ko na ibaba n lng nyako sa mrt station..so un 70 pa bnyad ko...sa taxi,,bwisit.......then...nung nsa mrt station nko..nagstuck ung train....ano b toh????mlas tlga...nsa pila na ung mga classmates ko ako na stranded sa mrt..i was about to leave the sation ksi may nagpage na ibalik na ang tickets nang biglang umandar ung train..so tkbo nko...then pumasok nko...buti umabot pko...12noon exact nung nsa quez ave nko..so 30 mins byahe from dun to ust...so nkrting nko ust mga 12:30...hba pa ng pila..buti nandun may nkta pko classmates..then...after several minutes to an hour..ntpos din ang enrollment..nagreshuffle ng sections pero mdmi p rin ako kakilala sa section ko....ehehe...

..may lakad ksi kmi ng cousin ko after enrollment so i need to go to mcdo na pra dun kmi magkta...sa quez ave,,pro nsa UP pa sya nageenrol din...so she called me...and asked me to go to UP pra sbay n kmi pmnta sa gateway ksi mtgal pa sya mag eenroll..so un....at nandun pa parents nya..so d n nmin kylngan mamasahe...ksi may car ehehe..nweis...

...from 5 to 8 lng kmi nsa gateway...kumain...nagtimezone sila...ako nman nag figaro...ngaun ko lng naisip na mas masarap ang strawberry frost nila kaysa sa starbucks..ehehe pro solid starnucks addict pa rin ako...ehehe...nweis...umuwi n rin kmi.after nun...pero dumiretso muna ako sa bahay ng cousin ko ksi nasa car nila ung gmit ko...eh wla pa parents nya ksi nag gym...sosyal...ehehehe

..nweis khit kakapagod..i had fun...na rin.....

miss ko na bebeh ko..buti kita kmi dis weekend...im so haffeee.....mwuahhh
..yesterday was so tiring...i woke up early as i can so i can go to school early for my enrollment...so un na...nakaligo nkot lahat..then i packed things that i needed ..shirt na pampalit after i enroll..check ng tuition ko...and other stuffs..then un na...hnanap ko muna sa lola ko ung clearance sheet cos i dont know kng kylngan ba un sa enrollment or wat...so di nkta so sbi ko wag na lng..then sumakay nako ng jeep..i was in the middle ng byahe papnta guadalupe nung nagtxt ang classmate ko n sbi kylngan daw ung clearance so bumalik agad ako ng bahay..then pnhanap ko n kay mommy ung sheet...pro di mahanap..grabeh...partida..nakauniform pko nung hnanap ko ung sheet sa basurahan bka ksi naitapon..i called my friends na nsa ust na..to help e...then snbi nila..di n daw kylngan ung sheet na un..so takbo nko..i decided to take a cab kasi 11:30am na..eh 12 noon ung enrollment,,eh tga makati pako..so un....nsa middle na ulit kmi ng travel sa guadalupe ng snbi ng driver na.."naku mhrap byahe papnta ust ngaun"..eh tlgang maleletate nko...so sbi ko na ibaba n lng nyako sa mrt station..so un 70 pa bnyad ko...sa taxi,,bwisit.......then...nung nsa mrt station nko..nagstuck ung train....ano b toh????mlas tlga...nsa pila na ung mga classmates ko ako na stranded sa mrt..i was about to leave the sation ksi may nagpage na ibalik na ang tickets nang biglang umandar ung train..so tkbo nko...then pumasok nko...buti umabot pko...12noon exact nung nsa quez ave nko..so 30 mins byahe from dun to ust...so nkrting nko ust mga 12:30...hba pa ng pila..buti nandun may nkta pko classmates..then...after several minutes to an hour..ntpos din ang enrollment..nagreshuffle ng sections pero mdmi p rin ako kakilala sa section ko....ehehe...

..may lakad ksi kmi ng cousin ko after enrollment so i need to go to mcdo na pra dun kmi magkta...sa quez ave,,pro nsa UP pa sya nageenrol din...so she called me...and asked me to go to UP pra sbay n kmi pmnta sa gateway ksi mtgal pa sya mag eenroll..so un....at nandun pa parents nya..so d n nmin kylngan mamasahe...ksi may car ehehe..nweis...

...from 5 to 8 lng kmi nsa gateway...kumain...nagtimezone sila...ako nman nag figaro...ngaun ko lng naisip na mas masarap ang strawberry frost nila kaysa sa starbucks..ehehe pro solid starnucks addict pa rin ako...ehehe...nweis...umuwi n rin kmi.after nun...pero dumiretso muna ako sa bahay ng cousin ko ksi nasa car nila ung gmit ko...eh wla pa parents nya ksi nag gym...sosyal...ehehehe

..nweis khit kakapagod..i had fun...na rin.....

miss ko na bebeh ko..buti kita kmi dis weekend...im so haffeee.....mwuahhh

go regine!!
Posted by Hello

2005-05-31T20:20:00.000-07:00

...well..i went to the EENT (ears, eyes, nose, throat) clinic a while ago pra ipacheck up at ipatanggal kng ano man ung nasa tenga ko na nkstuck..i thought it was an insect..pero nung tiningnan ng doctor ay foreign object daw?ehehe..ano nman un?golly..my mga maliliit na pebbles na prang bato..na nakita sa tenga..buti n lng natanggal.....ehehe..at grabeh ang mahal ng bayad...nweis....

...nweis before na pumasok ako sa clinic..my mom called me sa cell..she asked kng bkit ako nsa clinic then...after nun may snbi sya...pero pnangunahan nya ko na...."ANAK WAG KA MAGTATAMPO HA?"so ako nman ..snbi ko na ok lng..sbhin na nya...well the problem is...ung mgaling kong kapatid naubos ang allowance dhil sa pagpapadentista..ng di agad snbi sa mama nmin..kya d nkpagpdla ng pera...eh sa dhil wla ng allowance kapatid ko..naisip ng mom ko na iinstallment ang tuition....BWICIT........kng lam lng nila ang hirap sa pageenroll sa UST.. slamat n lng nga ksi nung 2nd sem last year ay dhil sa full payment ako at icheck ung tuition ay wla png 30 mins ay tpos nko sa pageenroll at di nko nhrapan..tpos ngaun?dhil sa kggwan ng kapatid ko??ako pa ung mddmay???ano b to?anak ba tlga nila ako???
nweis my mom texted me..ksi alam nya na nglit ako...snbi nya sya na bahala....pra di nko pipila..so sna nga..full pa rin ung tuition ko....

..last....i was so happy nung tinext ako ng aking bebeh..nung tym na nsa clinic ako..medyo na sureprise ako ksi d sya nagttxt pag office hours..pro snbi nya.."CONCERN ME SAU, KAYA TUMAKAS PAKO PRA ITXT KA..SO ILL KNOW IF UR OK" grabeh to the max ang saya ko sa snbi nyang un....sweet tlga nya kaya ko un love eh..

eheh..un lng!!!Thank God Ok na tenga KO.eehehe

2005-05-29T19:45:00.000-07:00

its been 2 days na di ako nkpagpost sa blog ko cos dmi nangyri skin simula friday hanggang ngaun!!!!

friday:

its my tito and tita's wedding..civil lng sy pero angrande nman ang handaan!!!sna nagchurch n lng kng ganun din nman ung celebration!!!well..dmi pagkain at nabusog nman ako!!!well before that pla!!!nugn morning.muntikan ako mahimatay sa cr ewan ko!!!kng bkit??after ko magcr..gsto ng bumagsak bg katawan ko so diretso ako sa kama!!!tpos after nun nananakit na buong katawan ko..mangiyak ngiyak ako sa skit ng ktwan ko lalo nat may lakad ako nung time na un...nweis nagpahnga muna ako sglit then nung ngcng ako medyo ok n pkrmdam ko pero mskit pa rin ulo ko but still i need to go to ust that time pra sa infors we need about the enrollment and start of classes...so un..nabili ko na din ung vcds ng concerts ni regine!!!so diretso ako uwi!!nagpahnga muna ako..tpos pag kagcng ko...i helped din sa pag aayos ng handa sa kasal!!so un..then ready na sa kainan!!!wahaha...kakaiba lng ksi i can say that its the weirdest wedding of the year sming family!!!wahahah..nung magsimulang magvideooke ang mga tao ay bglang dumilim ang langit at bumuhos ang mlkas na ulan!!partida,, khit may ulan ay diretso pa rin sila kumanta..ehehhe..then after an hour...guess what?!!NAGBROWNOUT!!!WAHAHA.. kakiba tlga....ehehe...nweis nakakain nrin nman mga visitors nun so ok n rin..ok na rin ksi naguwian na sila..eheheh..nweis...un lng!!!ehehe

ps: lam nyo ba na ngaun ko lang napagtanto na mgling pala ako na singer?nung wla pa bisita....nagvideoke ako at nakakuha ako ng 99% at guess kng ano knanta ko???MORE THAN YOULL EVER KNOW!!!EHEHEE...

saturday:

5 pm nung nagready nko for our date!!ksi 6 pm kmi magkkta...then.. un na...when i was walking na and i was in the dept store dat tym... i saw BRENT JAVIER...again?!! well i saw him first sa greenblet 3...medyo nagbago itsura na cos his hair is longer na than before...i just wish i had the kind of body he has..inggitero ba?!magkaka abs din ako...wait nyo lng..nweis...we met sa pwerbuks first then bumili na kami ng tickets"reserved seating" sa movie na HOUSE OF WAX..we were supposed to watch MADAGASCAR pero dmi ksi tao so we decided na house of wax n nga lng....so un..we bought food first tpos mga 7 pm nung pmsok n kmi sa sinehan!!!grabeh wlang nagreserve seating sa baba puro taas...ehehe..nweis...the movies was ok...hindi sya nkktkot ksi..ito ay nakakadiri!!!di na nga ako makakain ksi kakasuka tlga ung scenes knowing na r-13 ung movie...dpat r-18 un eh..ehehe..npka vulgar at obscene tlga ung scenes...kya nakakadiri..sobra!!!ehehe..nweis...umuwi n rin kmi after ksi gabi na nun at umuulan!!!then may sinabi sya skin tpos un na ung happiest moment of my life!!eheheh
were going to watch A LOT LIKE LOVE nman dis weekend..sinusulit n ksi nmin ksi mlpit na rin ang pasukan!!ehehe..so un...

sunday:

nothing special happened!!!i went to the church the message was so great!!!so un..ok nman..i bought things for myself...an i went home na..

PROBLEM:
yuckie but i think theres an insect stucked in my ear...hrap tanggalin ksi when i used cotton buds to take away the insect mas lumalim sya so i need to use stainless ear chuchu..sbi sa watsons eh..narinig ko lng!!!nweis..di pa sya natatanggal up to now kasi gbi na bka eardrum na ang madutdot nila..so un sna tom ok na left ear ko....nakakrinig pako pero im ily irritated tlga..prang pag nagswimming ka at may napasok na tubig?ehehe

nweis un lng!!!!!

2005-05-26T17:30:00.000-07:00

grabeh..i just finished watching American idol and congratulations to Carrie Underwood...ur so galing at mahal na tlga kita............bsta...happy ako..ksi nananalo mga bet ko...ehehe..nung una sa pinoy pop si jonalyn tpos ngaun si carrie ng AI..astig....

nweis...wat can i say?!!!!
HAPPY MONTHSERY!!!!WAHAHA....

yes im happy..even though were not going to celebrate it today ksi busy sya sa work..still we were able to talk last nyt sa ym..it was the worst i think conversattion i had s kanya...we were in a the middle of an argument nung snbi niya na........"AYOKO NA...PAGOD NAKO SA GANITONG SITUATION SA RELATIONSHIP NATIN"...grabeh i felt kasi na d n tlga kami nagkikita at d compatible ung ugali nmin.....u get wat i min???bsta...lgi nya snsbi na..wla sya kwenta ksi...d na nyako nbbgyan ng time cos busy sya...pero ok lng nmans kin un eh..i can wait....pro still in the end....naayos din nmin.....i was about to cry nung snbi nya na...."ILANG ORAS NA LANG MONTHSERY NA SANA NATIN?!!" then sabi ko...Sana??!!!bkt gnun?gsto n b tlga nya mkpaghwlay? pero sinagot nya ay........AYOKO.....i felt relieved ksi kala ko..maghhwalay n tlga kmi....pero...thank God kami pa rin....eheheh...

nweis i think i cant post anything tom or be online kasi busy ako the hul day tom...hehe busy daw oh?well...i rily shud go to UST tomorrow morning now na umaasa ang mga blockmates ko sa info about the tuition and the real date sa start of classes..ehehe..so un...
besyds mkkpagkita ako sa frend ko na pngblihan ko ng vcds ni regine..so un..excited n tlaga ako..uwi rin ako ng maaga cos its my tito and his fiance's wedding tom...so may kainan sa bahay..so un.....

nweis.... I LOVE YOU CARRIE UNDERWOOD!!!!I WANNA BE INSIDE YOUR HEAVEN!!!

2005-05-22T00:12:00.000-07:00

well... its past 1 am in the morning...am im still awake..ehehe..well wat happened this day???ehehe..well first, nagtransfer na ang aking "life" s knyang bagong boarding house together wtih her friends/ former classmates dhil sbay sbay sila mag rereview for their board exams..so un..i wasnt able to help her carry her things cos gabi na sya lumipat and i was in marikina river banks with my tito and my soon to be tita...with 2 other friends cos we ate dinner there sa may ihawan..grabeh..sarap ng food!!khit medyo bitin and wla pa ilaw dat tym so it was so dark that my tito cant eat the fish ksi bka daw matinik...the guyfriend of myt tio even throw a joke that."pag natusok ka sa labi o dila mo, tinik yun" duh?!!!ehehe...so un..the place was so nice...it was my first time there kasi..gusto ko sna magboatign but when i went near the river..damn, ang baho tlga! i rily cant enjoy boating ksi madumi na ang river so di na rin!eheeh...mgnda lng ung place cos may bumper cars...eheeh may tiangge and my mall din...eheh so un....we like stroll din muna there tpos nung napagod umuwi na rin kmi.....so un...

lorah..my new "girl"friend meaning friend ko na girl....kept on missscalling me..but i cant txt her ksi wla pko load..actually i have but im saving it for my gf!wahah but still i txted her ksi...prng she really wanted to know me..so un..i txted her....tpos un na up to the time were watching regines concert in tv...were texting...ehehe...i saw her pic on frendster ans shes so pretty...ehhe..bsta ..faithful ako!wahaha..so un..wla nakoi load 3 pesos n lng....wahhhh..buti my mom called ang i told her i needed money this week cos i need to buy something for myself na..efore the openign of classes..but....wahhhh....ayw nya..buti with the help of my brother...pumyag na rin mom ko!wahuuu...

well un lng!!
late na ako matulog cos sorry..pero isa ako sa nagpangaral sa lolo ko...
yes you heard it right!!nauubos na rin ksi patience ko eh...sno b nman ksi ung di maaasar na madaling araw na eh nagtatawag na ksi gsto nya magmumog at naghhntay na sya ng almusal???in the middle of the night?????shoots!!di ko nman ksi masisi lolo ko cos hes so sick!!bedridden sya so bsta!!!
at least now thmik na kmi....muntikan p ko palayasin!wahhhhhhhhh

nweis....time to sleep na!!!nyt nyt!!

i just miss my behbeh..luv you!!!

nweis about the reginer thing?!!!ok im gonan confess something..lam ko di pa lam ng mga classmates and some friends ko toh eh..

IM A HUGE REGINE VELASQUEZ FAN!!!I LOVER HER SO MUCH!!
ANYONE WHO SAYS SOMETHING AGAINST HER...YOU BETTER STOP!!!
OR YOULL BE DEAD!!!

posted by Hello

2005-05-20T06:02:00.000-07:00

wahooo...after 3 hours of working in my blog..natapos din..im so happy...i think simple ung design but still it suits me...wahaha...saya!!!

nweis...gya nga ng sabi ko i wont post anything about my lovelife na so un....di ko makkwento ung nangyri s paguusap nmin last nyt....sorry na lang sa mga naghhntay sa mga posts ko about my lovelife...wahaha...kung meron man...wahaha...

nweis un lng muna...di kmi lalabas ng gf ko dis weekend cos may lakad ako tomorrow...wahah..tska busy nman sya eh...so ok lng...sguro nxt week n lng kmi lalabas besyds its our omnthsery nxt week...ayyy...wla nga pla sa system nya ang monthsery?!so ewan ko kng icecelebrate pa nmin un...nweis...

tanggal na si vonzell sa american idol which means si bo and carrie ang nsa finale!!!! pero sa tingin ko si bo na panalo jan!!!

un lng!!! i miss my baby!!!!mwuahh! i love you so much even though...dmi nting napagdadaanang trials sating relationship!!

yun lng!!!
nweis last....
makakabili nako ng vcds ng concerts ni regine!!!!wahaha.tsak wait???
alah 6 na pla....di ko napanuod ung meteor garden!!!!!wahhh

byers!!!

WeakEnd!!!

2005-05-16T13:12:00.000-07:00

sa totoo lng..gusto ko sna ilabas dito sa blog ko ung nrrmdman ko ngaun about my lovelife...pero i just wna keep it na lang to myself..ayoko n magpost dito about my lovelife..lalo na kung di ganun kasaya ang ikkwento ko...nweis...but to give u an idea..wla lng..last saturday we went out...nung una ok pa..pero nung uwian na....hindi na!!!i wont go into details na..bcos in the end ok nman kmi...kht na..wen i got home, i started crying, then bumili ng beer, nagpakalasing knowing na di ko nman maayos ang problema pag uminom ako..but still..wla eh...wla epekto ang beer,, lasing nko nun but still wen i went into my bed...imbis na makatulog ako...tulotuloy ang iyak ko.....from 11 pm up to 12 in the midnight i think..pro un..nakatulog din ako pero un...basta..pra makalimutan..nung 5 am...i went sa THE FORT..naglakad lng ako..then wen i got there..i started jogging na rin..nagpapawis...partida may hangover pako nun..wahaha...pero un..bsta....un na..dmi pa nangyri but...pangit na eh...nweis in the end ok nman na kami..sna magtuloy tuloy na!!

nweis galing tlga ni regine velasquez sa queens on fire!!!tska bkit kya natanggal si jona sa star in a million??pero at least bet ko din naman ung nanalo!!!go jerome!!congrats!!!un lng!!!!

isa pa!!!we went sa market market yesterday..last day kasi ng sale dun eh..so we went na....even though alam ko na every month na sila magsasale!!!astig!!!un nga!!we went so supermarket dun at habang pababa na kmi sa escalator... we saw KRIS AQUINO AND BOY ABUNDA!!!!UN LNG!!!!

ehehehee!!!!!

i rily felt weak the past days..kasia ng init!!!may ubo pako!!!kantahin ko ba kasi ng paulit ulit ang through the fire ni NINA!!!wahaha

LOVE.......in a tissue paper???!!!!!!

2005-05-09T12:46:00.000-07:00

...remember the one i wrote to my last post entitled...Happiest day of my blah blah...i told there na bngyan nyako ng tissue na may naksulat na something sweet tlga......un nga ung time na while waiting for me eh..nkpagsulat sya mga mga bagay bagay about love...ON THE SPOT......talino nya ksi eh....nweis ito na yung prang essay i think about love that when i read it every minute......i feel the love na bnbgay nya skin thru that letter...nweis this is it na....

the best thing about love is you can choose to love anyone you want to and while you may choose not to love someone back, you may always choose to actually share your life and love with that person too. In love, its about choices that we make that keeps it burning in our hearts and sometimes we fail but the good thing is we can choose to love again or just play it safe and live alone. And sometimes we wont be loved in return but then love can be stubborn too.. And sometimes, TIME matters in love, for time can only tell if love is forever. Time can cure the hurt we feel when love fails. Time gives us the chance to think over what/whom we love and we should be strong enough to stand for our choices in LOVE.

Astig Noh???sweet tlga ng baby koh!!!i just promose na di ko siya iiwan at we will be together forever . I just wish for our love to go stronger........I LOVE YOU!!!

nweis..off the topic.....Congratulations..

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Happiest Day of My "Life"

2005-05-07T09:45:00.000-07:00

well i just got home...i have been to my friends place...ehehe....last nyt pko wala...ahah overnyt ksi yun eh....nweis....konti lng nman kmi...so saya ksi nandun ung mahal ko..wahahah....saya...bday nya ngaun so we decided na salubungin ung 12 midnight together..pero nakatulog sya....so ako naman naghntay prin sa 12 midnight....nweis....nung 12 na..d ko sya mgcng ksi nhhya nman ako...so yun tinext ko n lng sya pra di ko n sya gcngin pero nung mga past 12 ...mga 12:05...naramdaman ko n lng na hinawakan nya ung hands ko..tpos...nung tiningnan kos iya...grabeh....nakangiti siya then yun na....we hugged each other then...binulungan ko siya ng Happy Birthday and I love You....ehehe.tpos yun na ..binigay ko na ung gift ko sa kanya...then yun...we celebrated na....so yun...next morning....when i woke up....sympre magkaiba kmi ng room ha...ehehe..un....sabay kmi nagbreakfast...tpos after nun...nuod muna kmi tv then we went na sa mall to watch a movie...then after nun...we ate sa maxims tea house....tpos un....tom magkikita ulit kmi ksi sbay kmi magccmba....nweis..saya.....i love you baby kow!!sna nagstuhan mo ung mga gifts ko sau!!mwuahhhh!!

saya kow tlga....
nweis may bngay siya skin....nakasulat siay sa tissue paper ng mister donuts ksi hbang hnhntay nyako.....sa sobrang bored nya...yun nkpagsulat.....saya nga eh....I LOVE YOU!!!

love has come my way!!!

2005-05-01T06:10:00.000-07:00

why is it so hurtful pag inlove ka?eh gsto mo lng nman na mpsa sya at mksma sya...nweis i rily dont understand myself...whenever i go into a relationship gsto ko lgi ako ung masusunod...not bcos im the man but bcos i want it to be....ewan ko...tpos mgglit sila(hehe sila..prang ang dami na ah..) welll bsta tpos di nila ako maintindihanb eh the reason why im ding that is for me and that person to be happy..pero siya pla ung di nggng happy...sguro ako ung mali...sguro dhil na rin sa unsuccesfull relationships i had...nilalahat ko na sila....so that why naisip ko ...im wrong....and i shud change..knina.....we whad an argue....bcos nglit ako s knya ksi di kmi mgkkta.....and sbi ko ksi Bahala Ka!!!so yun....naoofend sya..and that started it all....kya yun....grabeng iytak ang gnwa ko at pagmakaawa just for our relationship to be saved..and Thank God...it was saved nga.....sa end....we said our i love you's and di kita iiwan thing...but with sincerity......I LOVE YOU BABY...UR MY LIFE....AND I WILL NVER REGRET THAT I MADE A DECISION TO COME TO YOUR HEART AND IN UR LIFE...UR THE BEST!!!I LOVE YOU!!!

Stupid Me!!!

2005-04-26T05:18:00.000-07:00

well i went to ayala to buy the full house vcds..we decided to meet at the ayala mrt station.so yun i waited for few minutes then she came na rin...so yun...grabeh ang init....so i decided to go home na rin..so i bought a ticket na...then di ko ksi alam kung saan ung way papunta sa guadalupe..so un nagmarunong ako...at di nako nagtanung...ehehe..then nung pagbaba ko ng hagdan..nandun ung train so sumakaya nako...not knowing kung tama ba ung sinakyan..ko nlman ko n lng na mali nga nung....snbi na ung staion at .....oo...mali nga ako..so bumaba na ako ng train...tpos....bumili ulit ng tiket at yun sumakay nako ng train ulit...then while inside the train...nagttxt ksi ako sa aking love of my life...tpos...iniisip ko ksi na may isa pang station bgo mag guada....so un...nakaopen na ung door ..pero di pako lmlbas....ksi nga kalo ko di pa yun....nung tumingin nko sa labas....pasara na ung door...buti n lng nklbas pko...wahahaha.....kakaiba tong katangahan ko......

pero ang msaya dito!!!...may full house vcds nako!!!!wahahahah..

un lng.....bye bye

wahahahaha..

2005-04-25T00:52:00.000-07:00

...bsta nxt tym nko magupdate tntmad ako ngaun.....okies...

dmi ko kwkwento ok....wait nyo lng

One Insomniac Guy!!!!!

2005-04-19T22:03:00.000-07:00

heheh ..i slept 3 am knina...it was so late na tlga...as in rily late ksi hbang ung iba nagreready na for breakfasta ang their jogging and stuffs...ako mtutulog pa lang.,..wahaha....tlgang ganun ako lgi mtulog....pero nweis un n ung second na pinklate kong tulog after nung first ever na natulog nko ng 6 am...dhil buong gabi hanggang umaga ako may kausap sa fone....heh os yun..pero this time hindi.. the reason was...i watched the news of the results of the new pope....so yun...even though im not a catholic....i want to be a oart of this historical event....even though i just watched it sa tv...so yun..i think mga 1 am atah nung nlman na yung pope so yun...sympre after nun di pko makatulog....so i watched blind date and fith wheel....hehe...so kya umabot nko ng mga 3 am....grabeh why do girls want to go blind date?hndi ba kacheapan yun?pero nweis....if thats what they want...sguro all they want was just exposure...hehe..so yun.. nweis ......i decided to take up voice and piano lessons na lang...wow ang gulo ng isip ko..nweis justt o get out of this house...wahaha and also pra nman magimprove ung boses ko ksi i rily like singing a lot....heheh so yun...i just wish my mom wuold be the one to pay for it..wehehe....

@#$%!&*#

2005-04-16T00:00:00.000-07:00

...wats with the title???ang gulo kasi ng nangyri sa buhay ko kahpon eh....at sobrang nakakainis.......tlga bng after ng kasiyahan may darating na kamalasan sa buhay mo?????

well.. we went to market market yeterday becos its mignight sale there...so yun..i decided to buy maong pants from Bench cos my cousin is working there as a manager..so i thought if i i go there and buy...mas mlaki pa maddiscount ko....kapal ko noh???hehe sympre nung nandun nko..umiral nman ung hiya di ba???eh sale na nga tpos idididiscoutn ko pa........hehe.so yun...di pko nakalibre ng pabango.....hehe..kala nag ng most of the guys na nagbabatantay dun...kapatid niyako then i told them,,hes my dad...but the didnt believe me.....hehe so yun....nweis...after i bought shirts.and other thing formyself i also bought the gifts for my friends...so yun....nweis after the we ate sa greenwich and went straight home....

when i got home...ung modem wla..gnmit ng tita ko..ung foneline nasa dad ko..so i decided na to go sa pc shop...and yun i got onlyn...sa ym.. and checked my blog...i was so shocked when did stupid girl who didnt give her name sa tagboard ko....ay nambastos sa akin...just look at my blog and ull see... basta nakakairita ung mga ganung cheap na tao...i nver encountered such girl like her...

FYI: engaged na tito at tita ko ata 9 years na sila.....kapal nya sbhan ng gnun tita ko..eh siya jan ang umextra...bsta.....dont judge my tito...bsta....di rin nman nya sguro ginusto un eh....bsta..everything the girl said about my family was not true....shes out of her mind na sguro kya nya nasasabi yun ..nweis.......

ok nako........kasi........

TWO MONTHS NA KMI NG "LIFE" KO...........IM SO HAPPEEEEEEEEEE!!!

2005-04-12T00:58:00.000-07:00

ANTON DIVA RULESSSS!!!!
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well i have been to the mall a while ago to buy the cd of anton..hehe..u better not know this singer....but for the info of my readers if theres any...ehe anotn diva is the gay impersonator of my ultimate idol regine velasquez at di lng sya impersonator ha....she really is a great singer dhil gyang gya nya tlga ung voice ni regine....kya nga paborito din sya ni regine eh...bsta..try to buy this album and u will see..la lng....bsta go anton!!regine rules!!!kyla rules!!!hehe...

EnD!!!!!????

2005-04-10T23:33:00.000-07:00

"often we can help each other most by leaving each other alone, at other times we need a hand-grasp and a word of cheer"

why??di b pwde na a person always need a hand= grap and a word of cheer na lng?wala ng leaving????ksi ang skit eh.....i think to these three persons i just talked this past days ..only one told me that di siya aalis...and will never leave my side sana...but the other two???
WALA NA....UMALIS NA SILA...in my life???!!!!!WAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!

well the first person who left me was my ex..but its ok....we both felt that were not growing as good friends...so it ended na lng....and i ended it...yabang niya eh.....i called her last saturday night...and guess what she said to me???
"im sorry.di ako nkktxt sau ksi sira cell ko at khit buo man ito.....
grabeh kylngan b tlgang sbhin nya ng gnun yun???didnt she think that what she told me was really hurtful...but then again..we just talked pa rin..pero in the end...bcos i started feeling the hatred on her ,,and di ko na kaya....i just said goodbye to her...and dropped the fone....and thats it! thats the end sa aming relasyon..bwahahaha....saya!!!!

next would be my unqie friend....hehe..and im not gonna mention the name..bcos pag nbsa nya toh bka mglit p skin yaon....hehhe..well last night...was so bad...we liked talked on ym and all what weve been arguing is on my simple yet, SARCASTIC answer on he's question....but still i tend to fight for my own side...kya ngglit siya ksi i nver understand what he says..and i dont listen..ksi nman....he took all his sides negatively eh...kya yun..so in the end...dhil ayoko ng away...i said sorry n lng..pero dhil sa sorry ko nging PREEMPTIVE NMAN AKO???heeh...well..try to look this word in he dictionary cos i also dont understand this eh..wehehehe!!!but still he was able to make me realize something..that sa lahat ng snsbi niya...all of that were true!!!so yun...we ended our talk badly...so medyo di ako mktulog..but still when i woke up..i read few messages on my cell from him...telling na di nman sya glit..and yun...so ok na rin....di rin sya umalis....as my friend!!!

last but not the least...the person who really decided to leave na..is ate rizza...our kasambahay...(maid)...i rily felt sad ksi yesterday sbi niay magdadayoff lngs ya but still di n sya umuwi ksi ayaw n nya tlga tumagal pa dito..ksi nga lagi siyang nppgalitan ng lola ko..na super sa pagkaperfectionist...kaya yun...un ksi ang nakakainis sa lola ko..no offense but un din ang nakakainis sa lola ko..she alwats compare herself to the maid knowing that mas mataas pinagaralan nya and ate is not...gsto niya kng pano nya gnwa yun dpat gnun din gnwa ng maid...[ero sympre...gya nga ng sbi ng dad ko..kaya nga nagkatulong yan eh...ksi di siya nakapagaral...kya bkit nyo pnplit yan???so yun.....naiiyak lng ako...ksi la na kmi maid....la nako mkksama sa kulitan.. twing maggrogrocery ako....so yun...mamimiss ko tlga sya...promise...i just wish magbago isip niya at di na umalis..at bumalik na dito...

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american fans sucks!!!!

2005-04-07T04:39:00.001-07:00

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nakakainis.....nikko was out of the competition....gnto n b kastupid ang mga americans prai iboto ung mga di mggling????at tanggalin ang mga mas maayos at mas magaling kumanta???nabibwisit lng ako..ksi mas pinili pa nila si nikko kaysa kay scott na hirap na hirap kumanta eh si nokko...ugh!!!!nakakainis tlga...bsta i just wish the best for him and kay vonzell, carrie at anwar nako....la kau kwenta..lalo na yang constantine na yan at bo.....ugh!!!!

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my lolo: jai, paano natutulog ang kuba??
jai na uto uto: eh di tagilid......
my lolo: mali...eh di nakapikit???!!!!!

harharhar!!!! joke b yun??

wahooo!!!!

2005-04-05T13:35:00.000-07:00

i just saw my grades this sem and Thank God im relieved lalo na sa thesis na pinagpupuyatan ko sobra...........promise.........grabeh i Got 1.5 on my thesis........wow ....saya ko...tpos ung iba...kakaasar na..pero at least la ako 3.0 hehehe...kainis nga.......ksi baba ko sa economics na di ko tlga maintindihan.....logic...kasi slow ako eh...heheh kainis at whoah...journ...hehe...nweis...prro at least wla ako bagsak and all my grades are all passing grades nman...so thank God!!!!wahoo!!!!

TWO!!!!

2005-04-02T16:16:00.000-08:00

i have two stories in one post!!

RELIEVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehehe...Thank God....i rily cant slip last nyt...not for the rison that im somewhat insomniac....but i cant sleep bcos id ont wat wud be the results of my grades in school...grabeh..as in todo prayer ako....cos im rili scared lalo na sa thesis ko...ang logic.....well...nung nsa pila nako sa room ...tlgang binilisan ko magsign so i cud luk na for my grades and whoah.......i was relieved nung all my subjects ay napasa ko..grabeh........im rily rily happy...!!!thank God!!!!

well.........basta m rily rily thankful...........

nweis enuf of dat!!!

ONE UNIQUE FRIEND!!!!

grabeh....nung una i nevr believed about sa unlimted calls ng PLDT na 10 pesos lng bbyran mo sa bill....but still ngaun naniwala nako..hehe kasi...my crazy friend called me...sa cell...from his landlyn...so yun....hehhe...nweis....

ito na...

my unique friend called me on my cell last night...we like talked for about an hour.....just chatting about his life with this girl he rily loved....and up to now...mhal n mahal niya...well...sympre sa mga kwento niya...medyo nkakaasar cos i nver wanted someone na saktan ung srili niya jsut for a person who doesnt love him/her nman?!!!so yun...pero being a friend....i just supported him all the way even though na cinocontninue nya ang knyang pggng problematic and stupidity....heheh...basta...i also promised my friend nman that i will nevr leave his side no matter what....ksi nung snbi niya that di lalampas sa daliri niya ang mga frends nya???!!tlgang nakakapanglungkot...cos sympre...problematic na nga sya and still wla pa syang nasasandalan in tymes like that...so yun..dito nman ako to the rescue .....so yun....

well nung mga 11 pm he called me again...sympre pareho ksi kmi mga vampires nga like what he said ksi gcng kmi ng gabi..bwwahahahaha!!!so yun...we talked again about his problem and so as mine....and while hes telling about his problem,,after he talked...di ko lam exact words but...he told me.."pwde b ung tumatawa ka tpos umiiyak?" shees.....sbi ko na nga ba eh...umiiyak sya....while hes telling me his problem..grabeh.....he was rily crying bcos of the hurt and the pain he got from the one she loves....tlgang...maririnig mo ung iyak nya...and ako nman nadadala....na prang natatahimik nako at naiiyak na din...hehe ksi...tlgang nalalabas niya ung emotions niya .kakalungkot tlga.........

u know what nga?!!!i have few good guy friends but i nver had this one guy friend who rily cried...sakin....dhil gsto niya ilbas emotions nya... im rily thankful na he trusted me........about his life being shared...hehee..besyds...katiwatiwala nman ako so theres no problem with that....
bsta i was just fluttered that thers one person na guy pa who rily trusted me and cried on me...di ba??!!!well un lng....i just wished him the best of his life...and i just promised that i will nerv leave his side so as with my other friends....ito lng ung lesson jan eh...
they say that BOYS DONT CRY???!!!!but its human nature naman sa guys na umiyak cos tao din sila.....na nasasaktan.....so yun!!!!

un lng!!!!!!!!!!! *sigh.........

2005-03-28T14:50:00.000-08:00

things that i can do now that im 18...bwahahahah..im free!!!!!
(sana lang nman)

1. i can watch movies that are rated 18....heheh saya.....
2. i can drink beer and buy on my own....and go home drunk!!!!
3. i can go to bars and clubs....and party!!!...
4. i can go home late..heeeh
5. i can smoke na rin....without the consent of my dad....hehe...kakatakot...bka mapatay ako..

heheh..la lng..naisp ko prang puro kalokohan ang mga nasasabi ko......
pro i know in myself na di ko nman ggwin yan eh??!!!
asus!!!! as if?!!!!my mga bgay na nga na ngwa ko na eh....try nyong hulaan kung saang number jan ung ngwa ko na.... i think 3 out of 5 ung nggwa ko na.....hehehehe..

...im NOT sHoRtY..BUt itS mAh BdAy........

2005-03-28T14:40:00.000-08:00

"you should not expect...rather... expect the unexpected"'
does this line make sense???tell me huh??!!

heheh that was the line that came out from my mouth yesterday....when most of my relatives in my mothers side visited in our house....who actually..hehe i didnt invite!!..heheh..i think my mom did...but it was ok..i miss them nweis...and marami nman handa so di nagkulang ung foodd..atah???!!! well all i invited were my 2 bestfriends rianne and katrina who really came..sympre mhal nila ako eh...and my favorite cousin hazen that i really missed so much...heehe.
so yun...all my cousins from pasig came...dami nila puro bata??prang childrens party tuloy hehehe..kulang na lng si boyoyong and balloons...heheh...well.it was fun though....

my dad really supported me all the way...khit medyo ilang me sa kanya..cos weve never been close...but still he managed to give me the best party...so i thanked him so much..well the food cooked were great..all my favorite foods were cooked by my loving family......my dad cooked i think 5 whole chicken...and soup....my lola...made a carbonara sauce....grabeh ...sarap tlga..wlang tatalo sa lola ko....then my tita malen cooked my favorite spagghetti tuna sauce....my tito john and tita linda to be...bought me 4 whole pizza from pizza hut...hehe sympre they were obliged to giev me that ksi may kapalit din yun...hehe(bwisit!!) the sister of my mom gave me a cake..sarap din..puro nga chocolate cakes meron ako...hehe..another was given by my tito noel and tita rose...na tlgang wlang tatalo sa cake..dhil sa knila nanggaling ang pinakasosyal na cake...na may caramel and candies pa sa loob ...pero tlgang masarap siya.....pero the best cake ive tasted was from my brother, my dad and my mom....ung request kong black forest!!!!na pinagdadamot ko sa mga visitors dito...kaya kinain pa nmin nung wla ng mga bisita...heheh...

...well as wat i expected at tlgang hinihintay ko..my mom called...sympre ....i thanked her...ksi she was the one who really planned all of this ...kya im so thankful that shes my mom...she always wants the best for us.....kaya yun....thank you mom..even though i dont show what i really feel for you.....all i can say is that.....i love you so much....

...heeh...well...gifts????!!!!nah???!!i think the best gift ill received ..is that SANA....wala ako bagsak....ok na sakin yun.......i really pray ..........sympre ksma na din dun ung bagong cell ko......hehehe....grabeh excited nako.....hehehe

......well my 2 bestfriends...gave me a wall decoration...where rianne and kat wrote theri letters for me...and put our pictures their...so yun...kinabit ko na din siya sa wall ng room ko.i know it was riannes effort tlga ksi siya lng nman ang mtygang gmgwa ng ganun..but it wazs really pretty....thanks tlga that i had 2 of the best people in my life after my family of course....heheh

....well i thank all the people who greeted me...khit feeling ko pilitan lng yun....heheh....
- to my family(lola- lolo- tito't tita, cousins, mama, papa, kuya)
- to my "life"...who greeted me since friday..hehe i love you so much...
- to zen....
- to my friends rianne and kat.....ur the best..iba kau?!!!
- dez!!!slamat sau.....
- clara!!....who apologized din ksi she wsnt able to greet me 12 midnight...ksi sbi ko greet nyako ng 12 eh...heheh thanks clara!!!
- to la lng(my ex)..na khit nagalit ka skin ksi di kita binati nung bday mo pero bnati mko....pero bumawi nman ako...heheh..
- to my cousins..
- to my blockmates...joyce, vet, imee, jade and others?!!...heeh meron pa ba??(ones hu greeted me)
- to my KOers.....kuya renan, mia, nong........
- to those anonymous people from my friendster....adrian and gurla halili??that i dont know...but still they greeted me...

thats it..kung may nakalimutan me.....basta thank you so much......i just hope.maging ok ako..

especially..i want to thank God for giving me another year in my life...

thank you so much...
im 18..........im not a minor anymore...........wahoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-03-28T02:52:00.000-08:00

my 2 bestfriends...rianne(d 1 hus wering wyt) and kat(d 1 hus wering blak)
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2005-03-28T02:43:00.000-08:00

kamukha ko daw...nung bata ako.....my cousin clang clang....
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2005-03-28T01:39:00.000-08:00

cake na pinagdamot ko.....hehehe..
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2005-03-28T01:35:00.000-08:00

my family....lola...cousins..brother...tita..and my tito(ung buhok lng nakikita)
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wat i feel right now???!!!!!

2005-03-26T16:15:00.000-08:00

well its the day before my bday....and still i dont get excited...........ewan ko tlga kung bkit???kung ung iba excited tomorrow ako hindi??eheh my dad even went na sa market pra bilhin ung mga lulutuin for tomorrow..hehe pero still wla nman me nararamdaman...

all wat i feel ryt now at this time is....naiirita ako sa epal na @#$%@ friend dito..i dont know?he always think that hes welcome here....and bitch..he is so sipsip...he always tend to tell everyone here sa mga gngwa kong kalokohan at khit hindi..making me feel that im the bad person at hindi siya........kya nga nakakaasar na sya...feeling niya hes part of the family.....
but hes not...kahit na ...mtgal na tlga sya dito ???i dont care.....for me isa siyang malaking singit dito sa hauz...he thinks that he is loved and liked here sa hauz..pro even i feel that its some kind of true..naiirita at naaasar nako sa kanya...........

well enuf of that.....well i just wish my mom would call tomorrow to greet me....how i miss her so much....ehhehe..

well i have nothing more to say.....im just to bored here sa hauz..no money..hehe...basta tinatamad ako....sna magkapera nko.....
ito pa pla....im rily nervous sa april 2 for our clearance day...i just pray that wla ako bagsak and sna maging ok nman ung pinagpuyatan at pinagiyakan kong research paper....and all the subjects..grabeh...i just hope and pray that ill pass them all...........

well i think ill post again on monday..ill tell the things that happened in my bday..hehe

bOrEdOm....

2005-03-24T07:43:00.000-08:00

well grabeh its my second post this day...grabeh i cant sleep...my brother went to his friends while all my cousins here and other relatives are all sleeping na....and me.....obviously, still awake..
well this day was really so boring until i got onlyn a while ago and had the chance to talk to a friend..grabeh....well we just talked and talked, played name that tune and just enjoyed chatting....
well..un...i rily envy kuya nong(the guyfriend) bcos of hes strenght ksi basta smin n lng yun.i just wish he could recover na lng..and move on like ive said to him...

well i also envy my brother ksi i think my mom allowed him to go to boracay after this sem with is friends...at least for the first time makakapunta na sya eh ako ni puerto galera nga di ko pa napupuntahan eh....

thoughts that came to my mind before my birthday:

well they always plan for my bday since last week and i dont get excited..i dont know..i dont feel anything, ni happiness..NO! bkit kaya? all i know and all i feel is the excitement for my new cellphone...heheh..kainis..i told my grandma nga that its ok if i they dont prepare for my bday bcos im contented for the gift my mom gave...heheh...

pero still, im turning 18.....

hehe.....medyo excited na rin cos you know.....i can be free.....as in legallly.....
basta post ko n lng ulit ung mangyyri sa bday ko sa sunday!!!!hehe

well i think i would not be able to post again tomorrow bcos tomorrow would be our

FASTING DAY!!!!!!!!

well honestly,, even thought were not catholics we still practice that ritual....so yun...heheh well in case i get hungry and they rily dont cook any....i have my preserved foods in my cabinet....heeh...kakaiba noh?yeah!!!nagprepreserve ako ng food sa cabinet ko.....like canned goods, juice, coffee, milk,"cigarrettes".hehe joke.... well sympre when i told my bestfrend that i had hidden foods in my cabinet... she told me....

Bestfrend: Bkit si Jesus nakaya nman nya na di kumain ah?tpos ikaw??

well with that..di nako nakaimik.i was in complete silence.....hehe and un....
well thats it.pinasakit ko lng mata ko.....i think i could sleep na....

ps:
GOd how i miss my "life" i just hope shes ok there sa province..we talked yesterday but now we werent able to communicate bcos i dont have any load ....maski siya i think.....bsta ok lng...pero i just miss her......i love her so much.....

TrUe LoVe!!!???

2005-03-23T20:38:00.000-08:00

well i was able to watch AGAIN the movie A walk to remember...knina when i woke up....ksi the tv was open na bcos my cousin was watching..so i just ate breakfast then...when i went back to my room the movie started....so yun....khit na lam ko na ung kwento i still watched it because it was really good and very romantic...talgang tagos sa puso....
well these lines really went inside my heart..as in........ when i heard these lines again..

landon Carter: are you scared?

Jamie: to death???
.....then she cried.....

Jamie: im scared of not being with you........

sheet.....isnt that sweet and so romantic??? as in tlgang mapapaiyak ka so sobrang kilig kasi sa scene na yun.naprove ng girl na tlgang mhal na mhal niya ung guy.....
i just wish my chingchongchang would say the same thing to me as what jamie said to her bf..pero i just hope shes not sick ok.........

well...ito pa??these quote or scripture from the bible which was also used as a marraiage vow of jamie and carter. it made me realize of what love really is and how should it be felt and how it should be shown to your love one...

Love is patient; love is kind
love is not envious or boastful or arrogant or rude.
it does not insist on its own way; it is nor irritable nor resentful
it does not rejoice in wrong doing but rejoices in truth
love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things
and now faith, hope and love abide
but the greatest among this is LOVE................

i just wish that to people who would be able to read this scripture will be able to stick thisto their minds and hearts ...not only to stick but to feel it..

2005-03-21T15:50:00.000-08:00

my cousins....there in the states........arent they charming???iba tlga pag menia eh.....ganun tlga....well i rily miss them na........ i just hope i could see them na.....

la lng...........

2005-03-20T23:13:00.000-08:00

WHO'S O.C CHARACATER ARE YOU??
well do u htink tma ung mga snsbi jan???about me?heheh

well yeah right??!!!i think ryan and i are the same...eheehe not particurlarly sa looks pero the way we handle ourseleves, our emotions lalo na pagdating sa lovelife........hehe
ok nman na din na mgng pareho kmi ng character heehe kahit na whenever i watched teh o.c mas naggstuhan ko character ni seth ksi mag bibo sya...pareho kmi cute...ngwa na din niya magtwotime kay..summer at kay ana.......pero sa huli ung isa lng pinili niya..pero still ok nman character ni ryan.......

hehe la lng..

wla me mgawa....

6 days to go before my bday........
hehe
maagkakaroon nako bgo cell!!!!!!!!!

haay...............THANK GOD??!!!!!

2005-03-19T15:00:00.000-08:00

well this day is kinda boring but still im so thankful na....sandali lng tohng mga sakit na nangyri skin.........

.first.
she didnt txt me..i waited like the hul day for her txt.. i kept on misscalling her but she turned off her cell....badtrip....nu kya kasalanan koh??wat did i do wrong?.......well still no txt from her...up to now im still waiting..

.second.
tinubuan ako ng damn shity na kuliti but when i woke up...wla na sya...ni hindi na masakit mga mata koh.....

.third.
it was 3 am nung prang may nararamdaman ako sa labi ko.....BITCH!!!.kinagat yta ng surot...namaga..lumaki.......pero yun din when i woke up..la na siya.....

.fourth.
my EX texted me...telling me that her cell is like unlimited na rin sa smart...nagpaturo pa siya kung pano magregister...so yun...then mga 12 midnyt....she texted me na txt muna kmi ksi di pa siya antok...so yun we like talked for about 3 hours....tlgang todo txt kmi sa isat isa.....knowing na may iba nako...still i kept talking to her.... and up to now....shes till texting me...

.fifth.
dahil sa mga bad reactions and criticisms that i got from my frends and classmates sa pic sa frendster..i changed all my frendster pix and yun..iba na........puro nman nakshades.sna nman ok na yun..........

hehe thats it.....

GOD...1 WEEK TO GO BEFORE MY BDAY............
YES AGGING 18 NAKO...
MGGNG LEGAL NA....PWDE KO NA GWIN LHAT GUSTO KO GWIN.......

Rain Falls On Summer?????

2005-03-18T06:55:00.000-08:00

Voyeurism.......yan yta ang anging sexual deviant ko.........hehe joke.........un sbi nila ksi
shet!!!!!!!!MAY KULITE AKO!!!!

pano kaya nangyri yun??
skit tlga mata ko.........

nweis...

my mom called and she told me na magiging engrande daw bday ko so i should invite like many people daw........

pero nweis.......

ang gusto ko lnag nman sa bday ko ay makasama si mama at ang buong pamilya ko at kaibigan...

dats it.......happy nako

off the topic:

grabeh??i wished na sna umulan ksi ang init then may bagyo na nga........summer na sumer........at least di ako iitim when i take up swimming lessons....

Summer Vacation Starts Now!!!!!!!!

2005-03-16T01:51:00.000-08:00

Summer is here..im still waiting there..

hehe.la lng favorite ko na mymp eh...paki niyo???hehe
well....its march 16 the last day of our class and the last day of our final exams....la na pasok...
at first sympre i felt happy na kasi pahinga days na ....pero kung iisipin mo???waahh!!!
2 buwan kami wla pasok......ano nman ggwin ko???
well i have plans na....starting tomorrow, im going to start jogging sa the fort...
hehe i bought shades so i would luk good (sana) in the eyes of the cute girls there..ksi dmi tlga cute dun at mayayaman.....marami ako mahuhuthutan ng pera...........JOKE........
so yun... then im planning to join sa dance workshop sa the fort led by the dancers ng maneuvers kya gusto ko tlga salihan yun....
tpos isa ko pa gsto gwin ay swimming lessons..ksi want to take up swimming as my pe next year kaya yun...la lng...di pako makapamili kung nu ggwin ko sa sumer vacation eh.....kya yun..
heeheh

nu pa ba?
american idol?!!
bwisit nagback out si mario vasquez!!! sya pa nman yta pinakamagaling dun...pero ksi nman daw personal reasons nman daw so yun....
nweis i watched american idol knina! and damn galing tlga ni nikko at ni anwar at ni vonzell at ni constantine at ni cariie at ni lindsey....lalo na si nadia...bsta lahat sila gusto ko mlban kay mikhaila gordon...kasi kpngalan niya...........si ........................NEVR MIND..........

YUN LANG.....LA NA KO MASABI........
BASTA EXCITED NKO SA BDAY KO SNA MATULOY NA CELL KO NA BAGO.........
LAST................SEMIKAL NA KO.................

HELLWEEK is SO OVER........

2005-03-11T21:32:00.000-08:00

Thank God becuae i riyl thought i would never gwt through with all the requirements i need to pass this final week at school before the final exmas..but still with God's help and guidance, nagaw ko toh...salamat......promise....the whole week i was really busy and natutulog nako ng umaga....medyo nlagnat pa nga ako eh..pero still nakaya ko pa naman....so yun...the bad thing about this is that DAMI KO NAGASTOS.........kaya yun i thot may matitira pa sa allowance ko pero yun pla wla na rin.....kya yun....so ito...after class kahapon..kala tlga nmin dsi na mapapasa ung newspaper pro dumating din ka ya saya nmin...so after uwian..yun goodbyes na sa mga proffesors nmin..kakalungkot nga eh...ksi well gone miss all of them lalo na ung mga patawa ni sir manapat, mga kwento ni mam peppin, ang napakabairt at considerate na sina ms.tuble at ms domingo, ang medyo kwelang si mam rodriguez..(maam nasan na donuts nmin???) ang napakaseryoso at minsan lng magpatawa at di pa nmn magetz na si sir baccay at ang medyo nakakantok pero cool na si sir quinabo at higit sa lahat ang napakatalinong si sir galan.

well yun...sypmre 3 days n lng then di ko na din makkita classmates ko pero magkkta rin kmi sa clearance..sympre mamimis ko sila sobra......kaya yun

well yun lng basta happy ako.....

good news!
MAY UNLMITED NA RIN ANG SMART.....KAYA YUN.......SAYA..READ IT NA LANG SA NEWSPAPER..PARA MALAMAN NIYO UNG TUNGKOL DUN...BASATA SAYA...

am i a bad person???!!

2005-03-04T04:00:00.000-08:00

bkit nangyayari skin toh????
God! this day was really the worst na tlga of my life...........

first....karen got mad at me ksi di ko ngwa ung dapat kong gwin...pero hindi lng nya lam kng nu ng pgmmmkaawa gngwa ko pra mkhngi ng oics pero wla tlga ako mkuha..nggwa pa nga ako pagtwanan at taguan ng mga officers ng student council pero still bmblik p rin ako.....sna nman naapreciate nya yun...tska ung sa mga clasmates ko..........pero yun she texted lng knina and yun...arte lng daw pla yun.....so yun were going to have our meeting tom hul day pra sa newsletter and sa sunday hul day nman kmi sa skul for our cwg tpos ung mga times sa bhay n wla me gngwa tska ko ggwin ung research paper........sna tlga mgwa ko lhat itong mga toh pra mkpsa nman ako.....

well yun after class diretso kmi sa bhay nila shelly so yun we rode a jeepney na....tmang tama ksi wla sakay ung jeep so kmi kmi lang sa jeep pero may sumakay ng 2 lalake....yun...nsa tabi ko yung isang guy....nung umabot ung jeep sa prang highway...ung isang guy humarang sa daanan pababa sa jeep tpos i was shocked ......NUNG MAY NATATUTOK NA KUTSILYO SA AKIN... YUN my first time na NAHOLDAP AKO...........bad trip ksi nakuha ung cell na samsung na nandun ung sun.....shees di ako makaimik at di ko mkita itsura ng tao ksi nakatingin ako sa kutsilyo......grabe kakatrauma........nung una sympre all of us were in shocked lalo nko.....
bkit nman ksi ako pa ung nakuhanan eh and in the first place bkit ung jeep pa na un ung oinili ng mga gagong lalake na mga yun...sna makonsensya sila.......mamatay sna sila msagasaan makarma masaksak srili nila....ugh!!!!!!!!!! @#$$%%% sila..........

nweis tmang tama wen i got home nanlalamig tlga ako them my mom called so i told her ..buti n lng daw di ako nsaktan or wat.........besyds ayaw ko pa mamatay..........

well alam ko nman na bahala na si GOD SA MGA HOLDAPER NA YUN..........

i just wish na sna wla ng mangyri skin ulit na ganun pls.............
ayoko na...............

i recall....

2005-02-23T23:12:00.000-08:00

well i wasnt able to update my blog the past days kahit na lagi ako sa internet kasi dami ko kylngan gwin..it just happend na this time lng ako nagkaroon ng tym ksi nga wla nmang ggwin sa eleap so yun...nweis...

EVERYTHING CAME OUT REALLY GOOD!!

body of my paper....

i woke up like 8 am to go sa pc shop to transfer some mp3 flies from their pc to my mp3 player...ufortunately,,, di ko lam kung paano ko bubuksan ung files ko sa pc nila bcosa hindi sila XP..kaya mhrap hanapin....so it lasted like an hour pero binayaran ko lng..15 ksi hindi ngako nkakuha ng songs... so yun...
i went home, and went straight to my titos hauZ to start my body..of my paper..hehe..it was like 12 noon when i started.. i havent eaten breakfast and lunch that ime cos i was really busy and prioritizing first my rersearch...so yun....from my mind and from my sourcves...on the spot kong ginawa ung body without any scratch..medyo nabibitin lng ng konti kasi pinakilala ng cuz ko ung gf niya...so yun..eh wla nmana ko pakialam dun so i continued what im doing..so yun Thank God i was able to finish the body like 4 pm...grabeh skit sa mata at sakit sa utak.. si saved it to my diskette...but i didnt save it sa pc nila..so yun..i closed the microsoft word then opened it agen...so ill know if the body was totally saved...so when i opened it na..may lumabas na..."do u want to replace the existing file?" eh medyo gullible ako pagdating sa pc so di ko lam kung ano na napindot ko then i was just shocked nung nabura lahat ng nagawa ko...grabeh..mamatay nako sa iyak nun ksi 8 pages at 4 hours na work then nabura lahat sa isang minuto....so yun nawalan ako ng pagasa at muntikan ko ng ipabukas..pero dhil 4 pm p lng nman...eh di inulit ko na lng..grabeh..natapos ko siya gwin 8 na....so yun after that relieved nako...when i got home...diretso ako kain, at diretso tulog...
grabeh my mom called after that day then i told her what happened..so yun sbi niya ganyan tlga buhay....hehe nu yun?!!!

my ex....

fortunately,,after i did my assign sa pc shop yesterday because nagtype ako ng questionnaires para sa paper ko..then dahil gabi na nun ksi ba nman inuna ko pa panuorin ung save the last dance, full house at stairway to heaven so gabi nako nag net... qwhen i got home.. mga 11:30.my EX miscalled... so itxted her...and ask kung nsa manila sya or wat... so nasayahan ako nung she replied that she was in manila and asked me if its ok to call her....so yun tinawagan ko siya...we talked like an hour and a half...na puro tAWANan at kalokohan..

grabeh.. natopak ako jinoke ko ung joke ni kaye smin...so yun di nmans iya natawa..kakaninis nga eh....sbi pa niya ganyan ba mga tga UST? corny?....heheh kakainis...idamay pa skul ko..
so yun...time naman niya magjoke...pero napunta kmi sa usapan ng starstruck...duh?!she lreallly likes Mike tan?! eh ako nman sympre nagreact..so un nagreact din at nagkaroon ng debate..hanggang sa bigla niyang snbi ung mike tan na may tonong wag jan?! ng d bodies so ako nman...tinuloy ko.... it was like this...

ex: mike tan..
jai: may kiliti ako jan..

shees.. she just laughed ksi ba nman ...dugtungan ko ng may kilit i ako jan...naisip ko ...
mike tan, may kiliti ako jan...bka inisip niya may ginagawa kami ni mike...yuck?!! kadiri ....bakit ko pa ksi nadugtong yun eh..

so yun...she started asking me simple patawa questions na wla ako nasagot...
so snbi niya nanaman.... Wake up! tga UST ka pa nman tpos simpleng tanung di mo msgot?ano k b nman??!!!

so yun..hehe it was like 1:30 na nung natapos kmi... so yun i txted her agen to say gudnyt then nagkaroon na kami ng tawagan.. she called me UST and i call her Yabang!!!

bwisit...

Dreams:

i dreamed about me killing my friend....grabeh kung hindi malaswa panaginip ko ..pumapatay nman ako....
what does it mean kaya?????????

BiLiBiD or NOT....

2005-02-16T23:32:00.000-08:00

in Philosophy, Man is essentialy good...-Kuya Banjo...

well yesterday, we went on our first field trip in college in our sociology class...so yun...i woke up like 4:00 in the morning and got prepared for the trip...i rode a taxi papunta skul then aga ko pa nakarating so dumaan muna ako ng 7/11 to buy foods.hehe na di ko naman nakain sa bus...hehe..so yun nagkita kita na rin kami sa 7/11 then after breakfast nila diretso na kami skul then tuloy ng lovers lane where the bus are parked..7:10 nma pero di pa KAMI sumasakay sa bus then nung naksakay na kami it was like exactly 8:00 nung umalis na kami sa skul..nakarating kmi ng bilibig like 10 yta then at first sympre i felt nervous and scared pero nung nandun na kami mismo sa place and i saw na mababait nman sila becos of this one guy na lumapit smin at nkpagkwentuhan so yun..when we got to our place...nagsimula na ang program..i think..it lasted like an hour ang a half tpos tska naginteraction..so yun were like 5 students then 3 na preso...so yun while were eating luch tska na bumanta si luis ng..."ano pa kaso niyo?"..God katabi ko ung isa tpos i was shocked when he said that he commited MURDER, ung isa HOMICIDE....grabeh puro patayan pero siympre di nman na kmi natakot ksi nga SILA NA YUNG MGA NAGBAGONG BUHAY SA LOOB NG KULUNGAN..pero honestly kakaiyak tlga nung knwento nila nag buhay nila sa loob khit na medyo ok ang community nila sa medium eh may times pa rin tlga na pahirapan lalo na sa pagkain...kaya nga tuwang tuwa sila pag may mga magaaral na dumadalaw para mkppaginteract sa kanila....grabeh..
i just wish na sa mga taong nakakulong sun sa medium ay mabigayan pa sila ng pagkakataon ng society na ipakita sa kanila na khit nagawa nila yun ay nagsisisi sila at natutubab ba buka ung lesson nila.....so yun..

i know God is with them.....

just my HORRIBLE thoughts....

2005-02-12T17:17:00.000-08:00

Damn! It saturday!i woke up like 6 am to get ready so i could go watch the faculty show in our school..i didnt east breakfast like i used to do.hehe but still when i got there i bought donuts ..ksi di ko na matiis...so yun...i first saw karen..then came our other classmates...then sumabay muna ako kila gian going sa med audi pra tingnan kung magsisimula na ung show...but unfortunately...nakareserve daw sa ENG ung audi that time so the show's sched moved like for 1 pm and 4 pm....so sympre i dsont wna wait pa that time kasi tgal pa nun..nakakainis lng ksai di nman kmi sinabihan ng iba nming classmates na namove nag ung sched ksi obviously karamihan sa mga classmates nmin eh alam na na move nga ung time?kayayun.nakakbadtrip tlga..so i decided to go home na lng..besides i think wla nman ako makakwentuhan ko ksi i think all of the people im with dont like me...ni di nga ako kinausap ni clarabelle eh...(after what she did to me..)
grabeh ako na nga napahiya eh ....then prang siya pa ung galit sakin...i was just asking her kung bakit pa nya kailngan pumunta sa rizal audi...ksi im telling her na umuwi n lng..eh ksi i think wla nman din siya reason kung bkit siya pupunta dun..so snbi ko nga na uwi n lng kmi..but then...she shoouted at me saying....ANO BANG PAKI MO??!!...in front of my other classmates..i was embarassed...nung una kasing times na binabara niya ako its ok...sabi nga nya...sanay nman na ako eh....pero this time...na sa harap ng mdming tao...NO...sbhin man nilang maarte ako....but sensitive akong tao...so yun...if they dont like me...then dont....i would never force myself to be in their group if they dont like me....kaya nga hanggang ngaun tahimik pa rin ako sa class eh..ksi eeling ko wla ako kaibigan.. i dont know kung friends ko ba tlga sila...or at my back ..plastic din pla sila....i cant please anybody...so yun nga...so if u dont like me...tell me straight.ill accept it.

nweis...enuf for the drama part.....
uhm....so cheap to say but...hehe i watched Dreamboy by Piolo and Bea...wla ksi nako mgwa eh..ayaw ko paumuwi ksi maaga pa nman...so yun...besides it is kinda ok nman because of the story which is about a reality show...MR Dreamboy...well tma na yun....hehe corny na eh...

so yun....ano p ba?grabeh i just watched ETK and Startalk...all i can say is...wla silang kwenta...away ng away pero corny nung sa etk...ibalita ba nman na nmagsspeech class na si angelica jones....duh?wla na siyang pagasa....hehe...wla lng....naiirita ksi ako sa kanya eh..pinipilit niyang magenglish di nman kaya..so yun napaphiya pa siya tpos gustong gusto nman niya na nagmumukha siyang stupid...Geesh!tanungin ba namna ng..."What can u say about the intruiging sex video scandal about Ethel and her bf Alex....then she answered..."Honestly..Ethel is my good friend but i think....i think....i think...?!heheh yun lng alam niya...i think!di na niya msagot..ksi nsa level one pa daw siya ng pagaaral....huh?!ano yun prep?! heheh im nothing against her but shes kinda irritating na eh....dis iya gaya ng ethel na pabiro lng na di marunong magenglish pero sa totoo ok nman tlga sya....eh si angelika....la!!

sma ko ba?!hehe la lng...la nako msabi eh...
so yun dats it....

after the darkness...sisikat din ang araw?!!(heehehe)

2005-02-08T20:20:00.000-08:00

grabeh.....saya ko......ngaun lng......heheh well first..hindi natuloy practice namin sa pe..damn buti na lng tinext agad ako ni delfin to say na di na tuloy kasi kakasakay ko lng ng jeep eh....so bumaba ako agad..hehe tpos balik bahay nagbreakfast....then natulog ulit.....heheh tpos alis na...then yun pe na...naiinggit ako sa pe mate ko. kasi may prtable dvd player sya...so kht saan pwde siya manuod..di ba?saya...hehe..pero well sana yun n lng gift skin mama ko sa bday ko....hehe...then yun...after pe kumain ulit ako..then naglibrary..tpos punta nko room...golly dumating si mam rodriguez pero umalis din sandali cos nagpractice sya for the faculty show ..na ugh....required naming panuorin...ehhe...so yun bmalik din siya after an hour then..binigay nya prelim grades nmin...magtitime at sabi ko sna wag na umabot skin kasi i was too scrared to know my grade but then ako rin ung naabutan..heheh so yun....when i got there sa tble to see my grades....ugh........................86 AKO!! hehehe saya ....sympre noh maiyak iyak ako dhil sa pahirap na thesis paper pero sympre nagbunga din ung mga gngwa ko d ba?heheh so yun saya.....

then came sir galan.....grabeh first tym niya magpatawa.......grabeh hes the coolest g@y teacher i ever encountered....heheh ....kasi saya niya eh.....hehe la lng..la ako masabi...

then cwg na....well first day ng presentation ng first group..it was kinda boring kasi di masyado maintindihan yung snsbi nila...pero it was kinda entertaining na rin sa last part...heheh

we went home early kasi wla na nman si mam peppin..
God i miss her.....heheh..la lng...

thats it...

me and my girlFRIEND...........

2005-02-06T22:42:00.000-08:00

Kat(one of my bestfriends) invited me na magstarbucks sa greenbelt nung saturday after nilang magdate ng kanyang bf.....it was like 8:30 pm nung dumating siya sa bahay ko para sunduin ako....hehe so yun after ko sila nkita magkiss ng bf niya pumunta nako sa rum ko para magbihis then after that tska ako nagpaalam sa lola ko at sa parents ko na il be going nga sa greenbelt with her.....heheh galing ko noh?nakabihis nakot lahat tska pa lang ako magpapaalam....hehe pero nweis pinayagan din nman nila ako kasi sbi ko sandali lng kmi...so yun nakarating kami ng gb mga 9 na ...and naglakad lakad muna kami sa buong lugar habang nagkekwentuhan.....then dahil parang nalibot na namin ang buong gb...we decided na magstarbucks na...so yun we ordered ourselves mocha frappe tpos naghanap ako ng seats sa labas kasi mas masaya ang crowd dun at marami kmi makikita na mga pretty girls(for me) and guys for my friend.....she was like joking pa nga na bkit wla lumalapit na guys sa kanya para magpakilala???eh duh?! ako ksma nya so malay ba nila di ba ?sympre iisipin nila na magsyota kami kasi kmi 2 magksama....so yun mga 1 hour kmi nsa starbucks habng nagkkwentuhan then we decided na magdisco....so we went sa Absinth...club siya sa greenbelt....eh napapasayaw na rin ako....so yun sabi ko ako na muna magbabayad sa kanya kasi the entrance fee is 200 pesos kasama na 2 drinks....so yun...pero naisip niya na bka di nyako mbyran so sbi ko sige nxt tym na lng kami sa birthday ko...para mas masaya....di ba?so yun....so again naglakad lakad ulit kami....heheh it was like 11:30 pm na pero ayaw pa namin umuwi....heheh so yun i treat her na lang sa bar dun at naginuman na lang kami..so yun mga 12:30 na kami ntpos and medyo pwala na rin ung tama namin so yun we decided na umuwi na....heheh mga1:30 nung nkrating kmi sa hauz...hinatid ko muan siya then umuwi nako...buti nman at di ako nasaraduhan ng pinto at di ako nasermonan....so yun paguwi ko tulog agad ako..........

so yun..........hehe saya nman .........pero laki nga lng ng nagastos..........sayang nga at di nakasama ung isa pa naming barkada kasi may lakad siya sarili eh.....so yun babawi n lng kmi sa bday ko....

nweis.....tinapos ko na muna intro ko sa english ...i started 6 am nung sat at natpos ako magtype mga 12 noon.. so yun.........sna ok na yun............

kaka.BAD tRiP!!!

2005-02-01T23:50:00.000-08:00

karma:fate, destiny;it can be good or can be Bad!!!

siguro dahil sa mga gngwa kong msma ...pinaparusahan nako...huhuhu..

top 5 worst things that happened to me:

5. walang kwenta yung date ko nung thursday..laki pa ng nagastos ko.
4. naubos agad allowance ko for this week dahil sa mga bayarin sa skul..
3. nadapa ako sa mrt station kasi tinitingnan ko ung babaeng nakahubad sa kalye..
2. pareho kami ng cellphone ng KATULONG namin.....
1. 5.0 ako sa practical exam sa kasumpa sumpang fitness men na yan..

pero hindi babangon ako...at babawi.....ako pah?! si jairuz ata toh?!!!heeeheh
yun lng.....

a night to ReMeMbEr..

2005-01-28T14:42:00.000-08:00

well i just had the worst date ever..after classes which ended quarter to 7 na kasi nsa last subject nmin pumasok si mam rodriguez...so yun after classes..i just ride a cab na lang pra di na mtagalan to go sa greenbelt 3..so yun besides nasa akin na allowance ko..so yun nakarating ako ng gb 3 after 30 mins...then i decided to eat dinner first...besyds 9 pa ang usapan nmin...so yun.. i went first sa bpi pra magwithraw then diretso ako ng kfc kasi pag sa mga diners ng gb kakahiya kasi ako lng magisa while yung iba may mga friends o family..so yun..after dinner..i texted my friend that im on my way na sa starbucks...so yun we met there na rin mga 8:45 and then nagulat na lang ako ng may kasama siyang 2 pang friends.. so yun.. our date turned to be a group date but still i enjoyed it nman..pero di rin ako nagtagal kasi kaka op besyds it was like late na rin and di ako nagpaalam sa bahay...so yun...umuwi na rin me..naguwi na rin muna ako ng mocha frappe and while walking pra maghanap ng taxi...sa gb ..hehe.nakasalubong ko yung twin bro ni aguiluz...and yun hes with a girl..i thot hes gay???kasi inamin nman ng kapatid nya but he looked decent naman and the girl is so pretty but yun....madmi tlga artista dun.. and dami magaganda..heheh..
nweis umuwi na rin me pra matingnan kung mhhbol ko pa ung ending ng lovers in paris....hehe yuckie..ehhe sorry masama b manuod nun??hehe nweis .naabutan ko nman khit ung mga last part na...so yun.. i think greenbelt was the place ill enjoy na magcelebrate ng bday..so yun i decide na rin an dun ko icelbrate bday ko with my bestfriends...

well thats it....
im going to the mall pa to buy a uniersal remote for my tv...

why do i always include the words
"but yun o and yun"

BORED!!!!!

2005-01-25T15:30:00.000-08:00

tuesday.boring ang pe.boring ang class.boring ang life...

well im here sa ust lib..serials section with clarabelle..kasi ugh...2 subject na ang lumipas at walang proff na dumating...eh tgal pa ng hhntayin nmin so yun...i invited her sa library pra may mgwa naman .....well ito...gutomm na gutom kasi until now kailangan magtipid kasi wednesday pa mbbgay allowance ko..and i nid to spend money on thurs for my date...hehe..la lng..besyds la nmang pasok sa friday eh cos its the feast of Santo Tomas..

well pero nweis msya na rin cos i was able to say nman sa mom ko bout my attempt on trying a cigarette and...YUP..I TRIED IT NA....at first my cousins told me na wag na kasi pnce na matikman mo yan... hahanaphanapin mo na yan...like whjen i first started drinking beer?!!sabi ko isang baso lang but it just happendd na naka 6 na baso n pla ako..so yun ....pero with the smoking thing.....di ko na tlga ggwin yan.... sguro minsan lang...but sympre i can control myself nman eh..so yun...but definitely i will never try or attempt maski sa panaginip ang drugs....
i love my life .....hehe

honestly nwalan na ko ng courage to pursue my love sa pnkmmhal kong girl ngaun...kasi everytime na prang nabubuhayan nako ng loob tska ko nman nkkta na msaya sila....so yun..i dont wana ruin anyones life...so maybe better na talagang iaccept na..like wat celebrities say....
WER JUST FRENDS!!!!

so yun....pero sympre di rin agad mwwla yung feelings ko for her..pero kung wala rin nmang nagyyri ..better stop na tlga...kasi im just making my life...miserable...
so yun....so im into dating now....hahah!!!wala lng....

grabeh nakakapressure tlga pag ikaw ang laging napupuri sa bahay ryt???kasi everytime na may drinbking session sa bahay with my cousins frends and relatives...ako lagia ng topic...na keso..si JAIRUZ ...YAN ANG ANAK KO NA MANA SAKIN?!!SA TINGIN KO NGA MAUUNA PA YANG MKATAPOS KAYSA SA KUYA NYA EH...AT SYMPRE MKAKAPUNTA PA YAN NG IBANG BANSA...
my God...parang lahat dapat mong gawin para makamit mo ung expectations sayo ng parents mo eh...pero nweis...kaya ko toh..thankful nga ako eh...kasi they inspire me para pagbutihin tong pagaaral ko...

nweis yun lng muna...wla nako mssbi eh...ingay kasi sa classroom...mas ok pa dito sa library....prang wlang katao tao....
hehe....

peace out!!!

LIFE without $$$MONEY$$$

2005-01-22T20:05:00.000-08:00

bakit ka pa kasi bumili ng bagong cellphone???

bitch!ano ba namang tanong yan?masama ba na maging masaya?eh pera ko nman yung ginastos ko para makabili ng bago ah??tska ginusto ko nman yun ah??ang problema nga lang ay ubos allowance ko...pero nabudget ko na lahat yung natirang pera ko pra sa 2 weeks na natira bagoa ko bigyan ng bagong allowance....but unfortunately ang magaling kong kapatid di na muna magbabayad ng utang skin???at isisi pa ba sakin ang binili kong cellphone?kapal niya...ang lakas nang loob niyang gumimik araw araw tpos ung utang nya di niya mabayaran???UGH!!!!!!!!!so paano nman ako nyan makakaraos ngaung linggong toh???ano toh?ano b gnwa ko msma???bkit pinaparusahan ako ng ganito???buti n nga lng eh bingyan ako ng lola ko ng panginternet dhil may kylngan ako gwin...pero sh*t..bkt may ksama pang panunumbat at sermon???? nakakabadtrip tlga tong araw natoh....ugh...paano kaya toh???????ayoko na........mahirap talaga pag wlang pera........

pero hindi kaya ko toh..kung dpat ko tong maranasan...wla nako mggwa .....eh nahihirapan na rin ako eh di ...i just wish na mtpos natong linggong toh.....

naiiyak nako........
ayoko na...

tHaNk GoD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-01-20T16:03:00.000-08:00

You'll get over it...' It's the clichés that cause the trouble. To lose someone you love is to alter your life forever. You don't get over it because 'it' is the person you loved. The pain stops, there are new people, but the gap never closes. How could it? The articularness of someone who mattered enough to grieve over is not made anodyne by death. This hole in my heart is in the shape of you and no one else can fit it. Why would I want them to?

Thank God its all over.....grabeh ang pahirap ng prelim week nato..... well may mga subjects na 40 minutes lang tapos na meron nman na kinulang pa sa time...well pero at least natapos ko din nman lahat ng exams...well i just dont know kung saan ako papasa at saan ako babagsak..pero sna wla nman ako bagsak..from monday up to now tlgang nakakapressure kasi nga when i got home di na muna ako pwede nuod tv, doat review muna...mdalang na nga lang ako mkpag net kasi sira ang pc namin...Kakainis..........pero one thing is for sure....

ako ay masaya.........
yesterday (wednesday, jan 19 2005) hehe memorable skin yan....i went sa pc shop sa tpat ng hauz nmin to download some notes para pangreview sa cwg exam nmin.... and luckily when i opened my ym ....SHES online...yehey....so i got the chance to talk with her again...so when i send her a message?she replied a sad smiley?(hehe meron pla nun smiley na nga sad pa?) well nweis i asked her whats her problem and then i know na that its their proble about their research paper, but then ito nanaman ako??si "superman" that will do anything for her....heheh kapal...well yun i told her that im willing to help so yun i asked for their stuffs about their paper and yun....basta...after that uhmm.. ito na....
i opened her blog to see if theres any new posts and there was this one blog with a striking title na tlgang napatingin ako....well... i read her blog and God if only i was there beside her to comfort her...when she felt bad that time... so yun i asked her bout what happend pero damn,, nagkaayos na sila....heeh la lng...bkit kaya i feel bad when they are happy together?sheez tlgang seloso ako....well nweis after that....the next thing we talked about was something confidential... and di ko na mssbi cos....you know?!

SA AMIN NA LANG YUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAHAHAH...BASTA MASASABI KO LANG ...

I LOVE HER.....WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL

SHES MY LIFE!!!!

a week full of sh*t and happiness........

2005-01-08T04:06:00.000-08:00

"there are no classes in life for beginners; right away you are always asked to deal with what is most difficult"

well its been a week bago ulit ako nagupdate sa blog ko......di ko pa kasi plan magupdate kasi tinatamad ako... and dami ko pa iniisip eh...pero dahil nagtag si dez at sinabi na ang tgal ko daw magupdate so yun nagupdate na rin ako...para sa kanya...ill do this...hehe..cos shes my FRIEND.... well let me tell you what happened in my life dis past week...

monday- first day of classes after xmas vacation, i gave dez chocolates as what ive promised her...hehe then yun normal classes pero 2 proff lng pumasok as usual wla na nmang theo...kaya yun maaga na naman ako umuwi....

tuesday- normal classes din... hehe nothing exciting na nangyari pero happy nman day ko na yun cos dumating si maam peppin and she gave us stories and siyempre kasabay nun lecture...pero sympre mas nangingibabaw pa rina ang mag kwento niya...sa sobrang kwento nga nya di na namalayan na 15 mins na ang nadagdagan sa time nya...hehe yun yung msya....pero bad thing.... di pa naaaprove yung thesis statement namin....so we need to revise it....hirap tlga..

wednesday- same normal classes... kakatakot kasi quiz namin sa philo.....nakakainis....10 items ang di ko nasagutan kasi nakalimutan ko ung mga nsa notes eh.....ugh.............pero kaya pa yan bawiin......in fairness naman....dumating na din theo proff namin...

thursday- sandali lng kami nagenglish kasi we need to go sa rizal audi pra makisali sa seminar ng polsci....kakaboring nga eh sna nag aral n lng kmi....hehe pahipokrito ba?mas mgnda kung wla n lng pasok...hehhe after seminar dumiretso nako ng room and happy nman ako kasi khit konti lng tao nandun nman sya... hehe...well i saw her na nilalamig so i lend her my jacket.....after last subject binalik niya and God ang saya ko na nung sinabihan niya ko ng thank you....hehe....well to be honest i hardly hugged my jacket....hehe...la lng.... basta yun happy tlga ako nung day na yun.....hehe tpos nakausap ko pa ssiya sa phone.............SAYA!!!!!!!

friday- well wla si sir manapat, dumating si mam tuble and thank God di ako ntwag kasi di ko pa nababasa yun... wla din si sir baccay...yehey HEHHE! well yun maaga rin kmi umuwi kasi wla 2 proff sa last subject.....

saturday- ito ang pinaka nakakainis na day....i woke up early kasi wer planning na magresearch sa national library,, so nnung nandun nko sa skul.. nandun na si clara...kaye called ma na malelate sya..di k nman inexpect na gnun ktgal si malelate....pero dumating din sila sa wakas....after nun we went first sa ust lib...pero unfortunately di nko nkpasok kasi ang partner ko na si kaye ay naka mini skirt....heheh...di pinayagan....kaya yu.. siamahan ko n lng sya hbnag ung uba nagstart na muna magresearch we waited for about an hour din...at kakapagod tlga....kasama na dyan ayung paghhntay ko kay kaye magbihis.....tpos nun....dumating na rin lahat sila........so sabi ko alis na kami....pero ang nakakainis....gusto pa muna nila kumain.... eh nkita yta nila na naaasar nko kasi wla kami nareresearch so yun umalis na rin kami papunta national lib...wen we got there,, we need to fall in line pa...after nun nagstart na rin kami magresearch ..hiwalay hiwalay muna kami....BAD TRIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! iisa lng nakuha namin.....kasi ung ibang books di related sa issue namin......so yun nwlan nako ng pagasa..so after nun umuwi na rin kmi kasi magcoclose na yung lib...so nauna na kmi ni clara...wud u belive na nilakad namin from national lib up to pedro gil??????????ugh............kakapgod tlga.......pero at last nakauwi na rin......nagpahinga muna ako....tpos yun nagstart nko magresearch sa net magz at newspapers online....and salamat naman at may nakuha nko........hehehe........so yun...makakahinga nko ......
pero sna tlga matapos ko tong research ko......ng maayos..........I HOPE GOD WILL HELP ME....AND DHIL NA RIN SA MGA INSPIRATIONS KO.........

well thats it...sunday i think..........would be my day with God....... and family..

well sna tlga maging ok nman buhay ko dis sem...........
thats all.....

aUlD lAnG SyNe.........

2005-01-01T16:52:00.000-08:00

well its new years day......i just had my first ever burns in new years day......hehe.clumsy kasi eh....hehe....well at first uhm.i was invited by my tito and tita to go with them sa paseo de roxas to watch the fireworks but because madami tao sa bahay andf nandito mga pinsan ko di ko naman sila maiwan so i decided not to go with them kahit i really want to go...11:50 pm nung nagsimula magpapaputok ang nsa vicinity namin.so yun nuod nuod na kami sa labas ng bahay sa may terrace...pero magpapahuli ba kami.well we just had lusis and yung rockets yata?! basta yun...well makikita sa rooftop ng bahay yung fireworks from paseo de roxas so nandun kami.....grabeh 30 mins yu7ng fireworks display at nakaengrande tlga......sosyal nga eh...well after nun bumaba na rin kmi para kumain.....then konti lng kinain ko kasi ANG NEW YEARS RESOLUTION KO AY DI NAKO KAKAIN NG MARAMI AT DI NAKO IINOM NG BEER........well kaya ko nman panindigan yun noh?! ako pa.! welll after nun picture picture na kami ng mga pinsan ko...tpod yun...may natira pa palang lusis so yun sinindihan nanamin...kakainis lng.sita yta yung isa...nasabog smin kya yun i just had my firts ever FIRST DEGREE BURN.... well ooo masakit siya.kasi dmi naaapektuhan eh.2 fingers at yung knee ko.....hehe..promise di nako maglulusis next year......nadala nako.....

pero as a whole masaya ang new years celebration ko...........

well happy rin ako sa nangyari sakin sa buong taon...dahil naging safe ako sa kapahamakan, healthy, nakakpasa naman sA school at kasama ko ang mga loved ones ko....well mdami rin nangyari na masasabi kong miseries sa life ko.....like sa lovelife, family and friends.....but becasue of Gods help, naging maayos din ang lahat...i never got into a problem na di ko nasolusyonan....kasi IM THE MAN........hope this year 2005 ay mas lalo pang maging blessed ang aking life..... may i have good health, ok na studies , happy family and a peaceful life,,,,,,,,,

happy new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-12-26T22:41:00.000-08:00

pizza..these are tho ones i prepared for xmas noche buena.well yan po ang inag naubos khit sunog ang gilid sarap niyan.talo pizaa ng sbarro dyan.....

2004-12-26T22:39:00.000-08:00

me, my cousin david my future aunt, my brother yung nakagreen ah..our kasambahay..and kuya balong...kainuman ko.

2004-12-26T22:36:00.000-08:00

me and my lolo.heheh firsr time ko siya niregaluhan.....well nagustuhan naman niya...

2004-12-26T22:35:00.000-08:00

me and my future aunt...lagi nyako nililibre sa sbarro at starbucks...love ko yan...mahal regalo ko dyan......hehe

a DaY aT ThE MoViEs.............

2004-12-26T21:55:00.000-08:00

im trying to be a movie critic here ok............

i just got home from megamall.me and the gf of my uncle went there to watch movies.....so first nakpagkita muna kmi sa brother na nsa mall din to watch para sabay sabay na kami manudo.he was goign to buy the tickets for the movie enteng kabisote pero that time puno na ang movie house at tayuan na ang mga tao sa loob so we decided na mabuod muna ng lastikman.....well at first ayoko pa kasi mas gusto ko panuorin spirit of the glass pero dahil sila magbabayad eh di lastikman na rin pinanuod ko well ok naman siya eh.........the best talaga tambalan nila sarah at mark .... well the story is good and maganda tlga ang flow lalo na sa paglabas ng mga kalaban kasi iba iba ang pangyayari eh......basta you better watch it tlga ....ang nakakairita lng sa movie ay palagi nila sinisingit sa scene ang mga sponsors nila kaya nagmumukhang commercial/advertisement movie yung lastikman....... pero honestly ganda tlga galing nila umarte kahit mga baguha lang sila........

well after nun bumili muna kami ng food para sa dinner .....nagtakeout na lang kami sa jollibee tpos yun diretso na kami sa sinehan.kakaBADTRIP lang talaga..sobrang haba ng pila.......as in sobra.......pero buti na lang sa taas kami kaya we thought na makakaupo rin kami pero di rin pala.......naupo kami sa hagdanan.pero after few minutes eh may umalis na rin na couple at inoffer samin yung seat sila....so yun....well ang masasabi ko sa movie eh....well comedy tlga siya......ganda ni kristine dun at kakaiba ang mga guests........maganda rin ang effects at everything.........basta ganda rin..............kakatuwa..........

well yun lang siguro.........were gonna watch mano po 3 and so happy togother tom so sna magustuhan ko rin tlaga..

im just wondering...bakit kaya lagi ako nagugutom?????nakakain nako ng isang large popcorn, hotdog thern paguwi ko kumain na naman ako?????hehe di kya anaconda na ang nsa tiyan ko???

well may gusto lng ako iconfess.........................
i lied to my grandmother sabi ko magsisimba ako pero instead nanuod ako ng sine buong araw.........sabi ko paguwi ko nagsimba ako kasi pag sinabi ko na di ako nagsimba di niya babayran yung pampapanuod ko ng sine tomorrow..........sorry mommy.......sorry din po GOD promsie ko next week magsisima na ko.........

sa mga nakabasa ng confession ko wag niyo na kwento ok...........heheh

bye....peace out dude....

ChRiStMaS wOnT bE ThE sAmE wItHoUt Me...........

2004-12-24T18:32:00.000-08:00

hehe well i just had my christmas breakfast..........hehe meron palang ganun?? well honestly wala akong tulog......we prepared the food yesterday early as 4 pm na rin........so yun kasi mdmi nga ilulutong food so yun......well i was really happy kasi after 17 years ng christmas nakatulong ako sa kanila magprepare at ako pa ang nagluto at nagayos ng pizza kasi ako nagsuggest nun eh.....pero wag kau ang pizza ko talo ang sbarro sa sarap pero medyop sunog nga lang.pero ok pa rin kasi yun namana ng unang naubos......well after we eat.sypmre picture picture na.........tpos sa sobrang excitement..nauna na ako na magbigay ng gifts sa mga relatives ko.hehe saya kasi first time ko nga magregalo ng maramihan.....tpos after nun sypmre regalo ko naman binuksan ko....well di na ko excited nun kasi alam ko naman na ung mga regalo ko eh.maliban na yung ibang gifts ko ay finorce ko pa na bilhan ako at m,ay iba naman na pinarinig ko pa s knila na gusto ko nun at ung isa nman binili ko para sa sarili ko.hehe kakaiba ako noh??????pero nweis ok na rtin kasi saya nman eh.......i received a perfume, a book and a shirt ......well ok siya gaganda naman.........thanks to them ang hinihintay ko na lang ngaun ay ung mp3 player na ddting p daw sa jan pero excited nako.........well after ng opening of gifts.....sympre di magiging complete ang celebration ng christmas kung walang inuman at kantahan..hehe well magpapatalo ba ako dyan??sypmre hindi.........ako pa?i drank i think 4 glasses ng san mig tpos di nako kumanta kasi baka biglang bumababa si God at kuhanin ako....hehe joke.........Merry Christmas.........

well thats it i really had the best christmas ever..............

to my mom na nasa italy, to my cousins and relatives sa states namely ate JOY and kuya JAMES and tita FAITH to my cousins here sa manila and laguna and sa lahat ng mahal ko sa buhay........

MERRY CHRISTMAS...............................MAY GOD BLESS US ALL...........

cHrIsTmAs Na...... cHrIsTmAs Na...... AnG sAyA !!!sAyA!!!

2004-12-19T19:29:00.000-08:00

its better to give than to receive....

well i just got home from the church ..........well i watched the musical play presented by the kids there in the church .....their good naman so i enjoyed it......lalo na yung message ng play nila.......that christmas is not about gifts, happening, trips and stuffs like that...iand we learned that this season is all about GOd.......thats the essence......heheh.well true naman eh.....
well after the service i went out sa church then gumala muna ako sa loob ng mall para tumingin pa ng ireregalo ko sa mga pinsan ko.sila na lang kasi ung di ko pa nabibilan .so yun sa wakas nabilhan ko na rin sila..after i bought all the gifts and wrapped it..naisip ko..pano kaya kung wala ako matanggap?pero ako dami ko niregaluhan.....pero at a glance naisip ko yung sinabi smin ng pastor sa church...na hindi mahalga na its better na magbigay kasi pagpapalain ka...so with that happy nako na makita ko na marami ako mapapasayang tao....well besyds its my first time na magbigay ng gifts kasi may natipid naman ako na money para sa pamilya ko this christmas...

well enough of that.....it was so bad na di ko nakausap yung mom ko yesterday lalo nat birthday nya.....well di na nga ako umattend ng dance class ko kasi bka anytyn tumawag na mom ko.then hours passed pero di pa rin siya tumawag so i decided na bumili muna ng gift sa dad ko then yun i took an hour na bumili ng gift tyhen paguwi dumaan pako sa bahay ng bestfriend ko.then paguwi ko my brother told me na kakatawag lang ng mom namin.so yun it was really bad but nweis i texted her nman din eh..and sbi ng bro ko she received it....

well thats it.......MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE......
6 DAYS TO GO NA LANG GUYS.....

i beg you.........give me these......

2004-12-17T14:19:00.000-08:00

heres my xmas wishes dis year..hope may makuha man lng ako dito...........

1. Ipod
2. new cellphone kahit di ung latest unit basta may pm3 player at 20 minute video.....at camera
3. 50 year supply ng mocha frappe at strawberries and cream frappe sa starbucks
4. porche....hope tama spelling.....hehehe
5.trip around the world with my family.
6.sna gumaling na sina mommy at daddy......
7.sana maging kilala akong singer..o kaya naman performer.......
8.sana makapagrecital ako sa AIRDANCE
9. girlfriend.....
10.sna umuwi na mom ko
11. sana may sarili na kmi bahay.
12.sna matuloy ako sa states pra magaral after i graduated here sa philippines....
13. sna wla ako bagsak....
14...sna lahat ng proff kagaya ni mam Peppin
15. my own computer with dsl internet access
16. libreng passes sa concerts ng mga favorite kong singers......
17.sana maging deans lister ako...(mangarap ba?)
18. sna lgi ako mkpagregalo every xmas
19 sna nsa heaven na si FPJ at happy siya
20. sna lahat ng tao sa buong mundo ay masaya dis christmas..............

sna po lhit 19 lng dyan makuha ko ok nko...............

tnx po........

pEaCe Of MiNd...At LaSt........

2004-12-17T14:05:00.000-08:00

well its been two days na di ko nasabi to sa blog kasi i have no time pa to say kasi hinintay ko muna kung may something kinda cool that will happen in my life.....well first eeheeh at last naaccept ko na rin...well after kong mabasa yung message niya sa kin sa friendster....at yung post nya sa bulletin well....i know na kung ano mrramdaman ko......wll at least narealize ko na shes not really for me............may iba pa......well enough of that........yesterday was the best day of my life.....after ng class namin umuwi ako agad and nagbihis tpos diretso nko sa mall.heheh kasi its my ultimate date with the gf of my tito.....well saya we first watched HONEY.movie ni jessica alba...well maganda siya.and galing niya.pamatay talga.........heheh nweis after nun diretso kami sbarro.saya kasi ako lhat kumain ng food na inorder nmin.....lasagna........baked ziti at pizza......well pagtayo ko ama pkramdam ko pra akong mahihimatay.........heheh well.......ok din ksi saya eh.after nun namili nako ng regalo sa mga kamaganak ko at kaibigan .well saya kasi first time ko magshopping para sa mga pangregalo......hehe kaya saya ng feelling........well.........after nun diretso muna kmi sa starbucks pra magpahinga.we ordered mocha frappe tpos nagkwentuhan.then dhil gabi na rin....so we decided na umuwi na rin.pag uwi nmin tamng tama........nandun ung fsmily friend namin mahilig sa inuman..so yun naginuman na kami.saya nga eh i drank 4 glasses yta so after nun tulog ako.....heheh well after nun ok nako.......say nag eh kasi nagtext yung frend ko at nagsosorry sakin.well di ko muna kinausap pra masurpise na lang sya..heheh

well pero yun muna...........basta happy nako........masayang masaya...........

well off tghe topic.......lets pray for FPJ...........

I AM A LOSER

2004-12-11T20:23:00.000-08:00

life is full of surprises......maybe kaya last nyt tlgang nasurprise ako in a way na di lang ako nagulat kundi tlgang gulat na gulat kasi bad news ang aking nareceive.......i open the comptuer and connect to the internet to see if she was there online sa ym....and thank GOd shes there.......i gave her a message agad to tell her that im sorry but the thing she replied is still shes mad at me because of the thing i said....well at least dahil nagmakaawa na rin ako sa kanya and shes so kind na agad nyako napatawad so that time happy nako........as in masayang masaya....dumating sa point na i asked her if my other friend is courting her but she didnt reply na rin so i didnt mind it na rin and i said sorry kasi baka sabihin niya na makulit ako....but then she replied after few seconds......and what gave me a "heart attack" i mean not literally pero i min tlgang prang my heart bursts into pieces and i died......heheh corny but its true........when she told me that "SILA NA " form that time...to be honest tears fell down.as in tlgang i was listening pa sa song that she sent me na i hope its you..then tlgang i was so dead na prang di ko na kyang makausap siya kasi.........di ko na kaya..........i love her but she loves another guy...........well i think i need to acceot that ang stupid ko at duwag.........stupid in a sense na di kao nagins persistent na ipakita ko ang totoong feelings ko for her......duwag kasi.....i didnt tell her directly what i felt for her.....kaya yun naconfuse din siya..........pero ano pang magagawa ko nangyari na eh...........and kala ko its the end of my senseless life kasi hindi siya naging akin..........well......at least wer friends....and ok na ako dun.........for now.......kasi she just gave me the courage to do what i realy want to do and that is to take care of her.and our relationship as good friends.........but hindi ko hahayaan na maging dun lang yun........well after that hurtful conversation with her........i went in my bed and i just cried........cried until nakatulog ako.......then a new day came pero siya pa rin ang naiisip ko..i tried na kalimutan muna yung nangyari thats why i attended my dance class.....honestly di ako masyado nakapagconcentrate that time cos all im thinking was her......after my classes dumiretso ako ng mall to buy a gift for her and i hope magustuhan nya yun.......well i came home natulog ako sa sobrang pagod..........and now ito kausap na naman sya........well happy na rin ako that wer good frends..basta i wil never stop loving her as much as i can...kasi tlgang pinagsisisihan ko na nagpakabagal ako......... PARA AKONG PAGONG ........AND I ADMIT.........I AM A LOSER...........(heeehhe masyado ko ba binaba sarili ko)well thats it..........all i need to do now is accept and move on...............

a day of pure silence............

2004-12-10T18:50:00.000-08:00

well i think the past 2 days were the most boring moments of my life........kasi wala maski iisang tao akong nakausap sa classroom....i dont know........well meron naman din pero di yung mga people that i really want to talk with...i dont know....i said sorry na nga to her but theres a feeling pa rin na still shes mad at me.......well is it bad ba to tell the people the girl i like and post it sa frendster??? eh if dats the only way i can tell her my feelings eh........pero bkit parang mali?is it just me??na may problema?because sa frendster ko lang kaya iexpress ang feelings ko and im too coward to say to her that i like her.......????ugh!!!!!!what should i do?????????well wla na siguro ako magagawa maybe its her sign that shes gonna dump me na rin?????huhuhuh how sad!!!!!well thats life nman din.....accept na lang the fact that yun tlga mangyayari...........well anyways.......siguro all i can do para nman maging masaya ako is.....magenjoy na lang sa aking dance classes tomorrow.......hehehe dun ko na lang illabas yung feelings ko.....heheh pwede ba yun?????basta hindi pa rin ako titigil na mapansin niya.........heheh kulit ko ba?heheh nweis ang motto ko yata ay...try and try until you get what you desire.......heheheh gawa ko lang yata yun eh...........heheh basta............ill do my best for her to like me para anman di na ako mabingi sa sobrang katahimikan ko every time im in the classroom...........heeh well nothing more to tell bout my boring and senseless life..........heeheh.joke......im still happy that im existing here in earth.........well till next time...........

whats the fuzz............

2004-12-08T14:05:00.000-08:00

well this is my first post here sa blogspot kasi may livejournal pa nman ako eh.heheh pero i decided na rin na magblog kasi mas cute sya .heheh la lang......well theres nothing challenging happened in my life the past days and todaY all i know kakaboring dis days an rin kasi 2 raw kmi la pasok...bcos frst reason may faculty meeting ang ust and second imacullate conception day daw?i think well i dont know about that ksi im not a catholic nman eh.kaya yun....well for now di na ganun kasakit yung katawan ko bcos of the shocking warm up that we did in the dance class im attending....it was kinda hard at first but once i hear and move my body to the groove im enjoying it....besides its my passion i think.to dance......i love dancing.........i rily do.well nothing else to say..........but uhmmmmmmmmm. i miss my crush....im so happy that she was not mad pla at me kahit im thinking na she was..pero now that i asked her and she told me that shes not mad......i was relieved..because di ko kaya na magalit siya skin..because shes my life.....i think........hehhe well........may bad thing din that happened to me pero wag ko na ikwento....besyds i said sorry naman na rin sakanya because nabigla lang ako.......because.to all my friends...and family........ang masasabi ko lang..I DONT WANT TO BE FOOLED...CHEATED.....AND I DONT WANT TO BE A LAUGHINGSTOCK.......SO BEWARE OF YOUR WORDS.HEHEH

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MABAIT NMAN AKO.....FRENDLY.AND TALENTED.....HEHEHEH NWEIS EXCITED NAKO IN MY SEconND DAY OF TRAINING IN AIRDANCE.........I JUSTR WANA LEARN MORE AND PERFORM..HEHEHEH